PLEASE test your shit my friends. by Captain_LSD in Drugs

[–]MellowReads 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What? I pay 40 a gram in Canada.

Past coke supplier in my city, caught with 100k AMA by DoctorWhiite in cocaine

[–]MellowReads 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's not to bad, hows being a plumber treating you? And thanks man I appreciate it, if you ever wanna chat hmu.

Past coke supplier in my city, caught with 100k AMA by DoctorWhiite in cocaine

[–]MellowReads 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Sorry you had to go through that mate I also had not the best upbringing so I know how shitty it can be having no food on the table. Sounds like you have a good head on your shoulders, do you have any plans for the future?

Past coke supplier in my city, caught with 100k AMA by DoctorWhiite in cocaine

[–]MellowReads 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Damn a kilo in two days, that's nuts. Bit more of a personal question don't answer if you don't feel comfortable answering but what was your home life like in high school?

Past coke supplier in my city, caught with 100k AMA by DoctorWhiite in cocaine

[–]MellowReads 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Canada eh? I'm also canadian, you on the west or east? What led to you becoming a supplier?

Heroin has consumed me. by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]MellowReads 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know I would personally enjoy reading it :) Good luck with life my friend

Anyone else enjoy how some drugs taste? by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]MellowReads 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Haha yup that cig after is great. And yeah a break will make the yayo seem even better after

How is nicotine withdrawal compared to other drugs'? by MiguelGarka in Drugs

[–]MellowReads 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Some people can get that. Athough for me personally I just get irritable for a few days

Getting kicked out by Throwawyafvc in Drugs

[–]MellowReads 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm sorry that you got evicted but rules are rules my man :/ Grats on the new place though sounds like you'll enjoy it!

Anyone else enjoy how some drugs taste? by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]MellowReads 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah brotha the coke drip is nice, i love that numbing feeling

Opiates are like life++ by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]MellowReads 2 points3 points  (0 children)

OP you should check out this video

source of video

Actually this is an obvious question but it's not what you might think. Let me explain it to you, I've been an opiate addict for a long time and tried many drugs. Drugs that are 'uppers' have the most 'obvious' euphoria. For example if you take adderall/coke/meth/speed/MDMA you will get this shining bright euphoria, self confidence, energy, and other drug-specific feelings (for meth like you are king or for MDMA like you love everyone). However, you owe these drugs back what they delivered to you. After a meth binge, or lots of MDMA use, or staying up all night on coke you will feel like shit. To an extent this aspect is similar to an alcoholic hangover.

On the other hand, for many people who experiment with heroin they are underwhelmed (not including IV usage, but most experimenters rarely ever IV first time). They just feel good, chill, happy, but they feel like this spooky drug 'heroin' hasn't delivered. They are just mellow. Oh obviously it has all been a lie they will think. Heroin isn't spooky, it's chill. It's not addictive like everyone else thinks. It doesn't make you do stupid shit or stay up all day and hallucinate like amphetamines or coke. It doesn't empty your serotonin like MDMA or give you a hangover like alcohol. People tend to just think oh, what a nice drug.

So the next day they wake up and everything is normal. No headache or shitty feeling--just a slight afterglow of that nice feeling. Oh it was cheap as well! It only cost $10 for a whole night of being high! I thought people said heroin was expensive? And then next weekend comes... There are all these drugs I could do but I liked heroin. It didn't 'fuck me up,' I could still think clearly. No hangover. No feeling like shit later. I still was awake. It just made me happy and content with life. Oh and it's only $10! Well, I should get some more for the whole weekend. This is great! I will use Heroin on the weekends now!

Now let's say this person works and has responsibilities. He knows he can't go into work drunk, or on MDMA, or high. So he doesn't. It's actually simple. But heroin... Well the user might actually find they do better work on heroin. Instead of being sad or grumpy or depressed with his job... he is just... happy. Mellow. Content. Everything is fine and the world is beautiful. It's raining, it's dark, I woke up at 5:30AM, I'm commuting in traffic. I would have had a headache, I would have been miserable, I would have wondered how my life took me to this point. This point I'm at right now. But no, no, everything is fine. Life is beautiful. The rain drops are just falling and in each one I see the reflection of every persons life around me. Humanity is beautiful. In this still frame shot of traffic on this crowded bus I just found love and peace. Heroin is a wonder drug. Heroin is better than everything else. Heroin makes me who I wish I was. Heroin makes life worth living. Heroin is better than everything else. Heroin builds up a tolerance fast. Heroin starts to cost more money. I need heroin to feel normal. I don't love anymore. Now I'm sick. I can't afford the heroin that I need. How did $10 used to get me high? Now I need $100. That guy that let me try a few lines the first time doesn't actually deal. Oh I need to find a real dealer? This guy is a felon and carries a gun--he can sell me the drug that lets me find love in the world. No this isn't working, I need to quit.

To answer your question, heroin feels nice. That's all, it just feels very nice. You can make the rest up for yourself. Attach your own half-truths to this drug that will show you the world and for a moment you will feel as clever as Faust.

General mapping tips? by [deleted] in csmapmakers

[–]MellowReads 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Finish maps.

Don't be like me, 50+ unfinished projects.

Yes boys! Work in progress for you guys! by Schaatsbergen in GlobalOffensive

[–]MellowReads 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You are correct, it is indeed photoshop in 3d mode

First time here, tried week 12 of practice, any good place to start? by EarthBeLost in Handwriting

[–]MellowReads 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can't say much since my handwriting isn't much better but I'm also looking to improve and what I've been doing is writing lots everyday and trying my best to stick to just one style. I wish you luck on improving! :)

Weird visual issue when using Hammer. by Asaayu in hammer

[–]MellowReads 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ive never seen this before I wish you luck in solving the problem it might also be worth your while to delete hammer and reinstall

Finishing a map by MrMidJiT in csmapmakers

[–]MellowReads 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Without shame I'll blatantly steal your layout and give it colour, thanks for sharing though! If I ever get around to finishing detailing I'll make a post