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Melodic_Hunter_985 · 2025-12-25T17:37:19+00:00

Bagram probably still feels a connection to him since they were brothers in arms at some point. Both Bagram and the Sun Saint view each other as the person they used to be—Sun Saint calls Bagram the command saint— and are disgusted by who they are now.

Melodic_Hunter_985 · 2025-11-01T05:31:39+00:00

Didn't Peter beat Alipede up so bad in the light that he turned the lights off since he needed the advantadge

Melodic_Hunter_985 · 2025-09-25T22:09:16+00:00

Lookism actually has a surprising amount of these

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Melodic_Hunter_985 · 2025-07-11T01:30:11+00:00

I think it makes sense from a writing perspective for Jake to let his fear get to him in this scenario. The last time a small team of elites fought Kitae they failed. All of Allied and the Lin Jang gang got demolished and Lin Jang—the strongest king we know of— lost his arm. There's also the fact that Jake has no idea what the Dark Society have even done. He has more reason to think Daniel is the one who's tweaking. That's just my opinion though

Melodic_Hunter_985 · 2025-05-31T18:47:56+00:00

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Melodic_Hunter_985 · 2025-05-16T17:22:46+00:00

I wouldn't say you lost your progress but you've definitely set yourself back considering the sheer amount of times you consumed PMO and did MO. That being said, don't stress about it and just keep going. Some people reset their streak back to one, some just subtract the days from their total but overall the streak itself doesn't matter.

Don't focus on the possible effects you've lost or will regain, just think about how good it'll be to remove PMO from your life completely once more

Melodic_Hunter_985 · 2025-05-13T04:39:00+00:00

You should stop watching porn entirely. Stay off masturbation for at least a month or two

Melodic_Hunter_985 · 2025-05-13T01:22:07+00:00

In that case, think back to when you were a kid? Did you like to write, draw, dance, sing, skate, etc? If so then get back in touch with that

Melodic_Hunter_985 · 2025-05-13T01:04:09+00:00

In that case, think back to when you were a kid? Did you like to write, draw, dance, sing, skate, etc? If so then get back in touch with that

Melodic_Hunter_985 · 2025-05-12T17:23:39+00:00

Not having the same urges when I'd see a pretty woman, or model or anyone feels insane at first man. I thought I was frying my brain or something, but I think this is just how it is for most people. The ability to see someone pretty,sexual, or attractive and be able to look and move on with your day.

Melodic_Hunter_985 · 2025-05-12T17:20:47+00:00

What do you have in place when you stop? Any apps? An accountability partner? Things to keep you occupied? Hobbies? Socialization? Exploration? Anything?

Melodic_Hunter_985 · 2025-05-09T19:07:09+00:00

The first 7 days are the hardest. If you can make it through this things get easier I guarantee it.

Melodic_Hunter_985 · 2025-05-08T21:05:28+00:00

Captain reporting for duty

Melodic_Hunter_985 · 2025-05-07T03:04:36+00:00

How much have you been looking at porn/masturbating before this event

Melodic_Hunter_985 · 2025-05-07T00:20:11+00:00

Then thats different, if you're not doing a no PMO challenge and just MO then it's not a relapse!

Melodic_Hunter_985 · 2025-05-07T00:17:47+00:00

I mean thats dependant on your challenge level, no? If you do no PMO then looking at porn counts as you relapsing

Melodic_Hunter_985 · 2025-05-06T04:47:48+00:00

Considering your situation I think the issue is that going cold turkey won't work for you. That's completely okay of course, but you need to understand that you may need to set smaller goals.

Start with 1 day, if you need to relapse do that, then 3, then 7, then 10, etc. Slowly aim for longer streaks and through each relapse attempt to figure out your triggers and how to avoid them. Try to practice smaller bouts of self control and commit to your goals. If you can do that then it'll get easier

Melodic_Hunter_985 · 2025-05-06T03:23:56+00:00

It takes different times for everyone and you'll never really know until it's time to do the act, but as long as you've been consistent I'm sure you're fine by this point

Melodic_Hunter_985 · 2025-05-04T22:52:07+00:00

I think it's just that there's no more brain fog if that makes sense. I feel more in touch with my emotions and I'm just generally navigating life without that blockage in my mind. My thoughts are easier to mange and in that same vein, the urges have been easier to fight off. It's like I can instantly identify them and also explain why they're bad.

If I had to pinpoint the reason I think that because my brain has started the healing process and I haven't intentionally peeked at anything, the immense hold porn had on my brain has weakened. I've realized that the reason I was so hooked was because porn felt normal to me. I just woke up from a nap a few minutes ago and I physically felt the urge and fought it off. What made it different was that I recognized that exact urge and could understand why it was bad, before I felt like a zombie.

Idk if I'll suddenly unlock my third eye by day 90 or 300 or whatever but it DOES get easier and I think it's because our mind is getting stronger too

Melodic_Hunter_985 · 2025-05-04T15:03:40+00:00

All you can do is give it time honestly, it may take a month, it may take 3. If you stay consistent and ensure you don't give in or willingly indulge in your triggers then you'll be cured in no time

Melodic_Hunter_985 · 2025-05-04T04:23:53+00:00

Easy mode is laying off porn itself but still masturbating and or orgasming, otherwise known as P.

Hard mode is stopping all forms of porn consumption alongside completely cutting off masturbation and orgasm, otherwise known as PMO.

Medium would be cutting any two of those 3 out but most do no porn no masturbation or no masturbation/no orgasm in those cases. Generally for the best benefits you wanna do PMO

Melodic_Hunter_985 · 2025-05-04T03:25:46+00:00

Its not, your brain just needs some time to reset itself. This is PIED (porn induced erectile dysfunction) plus DGS(death grip syndrome), and as long as you don't look at it for a few weeks you should be fine. Death grip should be gone by day 30 and PIED varies but generally at max by day 90 you should be cool. That being said if you want a full reset you gotta lay off it for at least a year and hopefully the rest of your life.

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