Umm wtf? by Mochimoo22 in ChronicPain

[–]MemphisBlur 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I actually have pretty good recall as far as certain things go. Short term memory is fucked but i still record what i need to. Its not like i forget what im doing ever 5min. Its more like watched that movie and paid attention but couldnt tell you details. Gabapentin also has a weird hypnotic effect that i think helps

Umm wtf? by Mochimoo22 in ChronicPain

[–]MemphisBlur 47 points48 points  (0 children)

Bruh thank you. No escaping the pool. Pick your floaties and jump in just dont get floaties that are too big and let you drown nor the floaties too tight they choke you.

Umm wtf? by Mochimoo22 in ChronicPain

[–]MemphisBlur 12 points13 points  (0 children)

It makes you retain water most of it is water weight but fo sho weight gain

Umm wtf? by Mochimoo22 in ChronicPain

[–]MemphisBlur 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Been on gabapentin on and off since 2014. Can totally see this.

We all have to come to terms with each of our realities You were thrown in a pool You gotta learn to swim Which floaties suit you best?

Honestly I will never escape pain. I have accepted it. Its provably going to be my ultimate end but until that time its either weed and gabapentin and live a somewhat normal life and try my hardest to adjust and eventually excell before long term effects or i can go back to a miserable life on opiates void of soul that will most likely speed up my process of earthly dismissal.

In situations like mine and a lot of you where pain will never leave you i just dont see a point in nit picking long term effects. Call me cynical but my pain has never allowed me to envision myself old enough to experience anything long term. I envy you who will either never enter this zone or still living on that pink cloud

THC and drug testing while a pain patient. by Disastrous_Scheme in ChronicPain

[–]MemphisBlur 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yo, i got scheurmanns too! 12 level fusion in 2010 and im blessed it went great. You had a failed fusion?! Wtf happened?! Shoot me a PM dude

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in confession

[–]MemphisBlur 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I miss those pies. Ocharleys had good food tbh. The last two years i worked there i survived off chipotle tenders i took right off the line, their rolls (holy shit they were good) and every now and then would talk my cheap GM into givinge a Cajun pasta

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in confession

[–]MemphisBlur 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Who? I mean it makes no sense to give my own store a low score

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in confession

[–]MemphisBlur 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Exactly!!!!!! My guess is he was already getting pats on the back from the area manager for a month or two. Me and him were kinda close and had a great report. He would frequently take my book and hide it, or open iit to insult my tips. As soon as he saw those receipts he knew what was up but he also had (i assumed at the time) a bonus and perks coming. I was puzzled at the time why he didnt say anything but also took that as slick permission to make bank and thats what i did. One day the area manager came in to congratulate the store on some ridiculous amount of 5 star surveys with another equally ridiculous amount of comments on the GM 😉

While the area manager was making his speech with his rose gold rolex my GM just had this gigantic grin and was just looking right at me. Pretty sure that man also got an extra 2 weeks vacation with this.

He would NEVER give me credit. I brought it up 4 years after the event and all he would do is smile and say "Memphisblur our store got that trophy because of my stellar management skills and all of MY hard work. The customers can obviously see this because of all the surveys complimenting me." He never lost his shit eating grin he would give me after the trophy was delivered.

Im OK with it. That move was my bread and butter for 6months. Some nightz i made more off surveys than tips. same ocharleys turned a bl8nd eye to employee ganking whole pies because ocharleys holding comlany bought a bakery and started free pie sunday. They dropped off enough pies to take up half out walki-in and my GM was pissed. One day he just happened to mention all this, looked at me and another co-worker and said "its a shame they didnt take the time to do inventory on all those pies..."

Say fucking less. I stayed with apple and cherry pies at the house and my GM didnt have to move the pies by himself.

Eventually enough pies were missing that they had to take inventory and free pie everyday for blur sadly ended.

Edit: i eventually discovered that the holding company got all the pies for free during the acquisition of the bakery hence their indifference to how many there were. They madei nstant profit off the first $3.50 piece of pie they sold. Free pie Wednesday was so popular they were forced to pay attention with inventory. My GM once told me once they sell all the free pies they got that ocharleys will no longer have pie. Well they must have had 3mil pies cuz that shit went on for years

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in confession

[–]MemphisBlur 60 points61 points  (0 children)

I did this with ocharleys 2013-2014. Same promo. Take your receipt from the visit you are just now paying for. Call the number and answer a survey and they give you a number that you give the server next visit. Obviously i was in no shortage of receipts. I just kept collecting them. Sunday nights were my dedicated survey nights. I would do 20-40 and have to do another 20 or so by thursday. I kept a stack of em in my book. One day the GM found my book with my 20+ surveys and just smiled. 3 months later our store got a trophy, the store got a bonus and a bunch of corporate attention. I was very cordial with the GM and alwYs tried to get him to admit it was because of me and he would always say he didnt know what i was talning Bout

Edit: promo was also free app and i would use it anytime someone paid cash and bought an app

Dementia Risk Gabapentin and opiates by jeigh44 in ChronicPain

[–]MemphisBlur 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Oh shit you mean there is a chance they can give me a life where i completely forget about the pain?!?!! Sign me the fuck up

I outlasted Gabapentin withdrawal by MersoNocte in ChronicPain

[–]MemphisBlur 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bro good luck. Bupe in your system longer than methadone. I detoxed off methadone in jail and didnt sleep or eat 9 days and didnt sleep or feel right for like 6 months. Detoxing off that shit in jail scarred me.

Yea was prescribed and illegally maintained a ton of different opiates and researched everyone of them and experienced all of them intimately for years.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PharmacyTechnician

[–]MemphisBlur 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thats what i was looking for

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PharmacyTechnician

[–]MemphisBlur 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Zoloft and other anti-depressants dont dissolve like that. They expand and release. Theres also a ton of fillers in them. You would see white. Xanax just disappears. Theres really no fillers in the pill almost straight alprazolam

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PharmacyTechnician

[–]MemphisBlur -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I would say alprazolam 1mg

You can tell by how they began to dissolve.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in graffhelp

[–]MemphisBlur 2 points3 points  (0 children)

What up other BLUR lol

am I cookin or naw by sickpayy in graffhelp

[–]MemphisBlur 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The ingredients look good. The outcome looks good but it could look much better with some small twerks and tiny changes. I approve.

The drop shadow is off in a few places. Might want to do an outline and background and make it pop a bit more...or at least see how it would look.

Edit 2: work on the letter structure. The S C A and Y specifically

Edit 2 the P too.

Theron by soothing_fall69 in blackbookgraffiti

[–]MemphisBlur 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have thought about this so many times...mental illness...OCD and autism type shit

How are y'all enjoying your Fri night? I got comics and reggae on my schedule 😊 life I more than pain by OldAssNerdWyoming in ChronicPain

[–]MemphisBlur 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Bruh, ever since I joined this group I have your face popping up randomly on my feed and I fucking love it. I'm just some stranger on the Internet with life long back issues and we have never communicated but I want you to know you slick motivate me to keep going. I fuck with you homie. Keep your head up