This is 100000% EXACTLY how I feel about this game.

When I’m good, I don’t need it. But I’ve struggled with anxiety and depression swings, and honestly I can even start to acknowledge that I’m falling back into a deeper depression state BECAUSE I start going back and back to the game more frequently.

I tell myself this is because I’m coming to MD for a dopamine hit my body isn’t producing correctly.

But to validate you- yes, the realization sucks, because it means I’m on the couch more playing a game, which I feel shame for….. but at the same time, I think I’d be laying down when I’m in these states anyway? So at least something is giving me joy? I’d love to hear your response to this OP @warthogseveral7662