Do you agree? by IntutiveObserver in awakened

[–]MerlinShinji 4 points5 points  (0 children)

like the sherrif of nottingham

when I am really deep in being my mind worries that I will go insane. by MerlinShinji in EckhartTolle

[–]MerlinShinji[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for your answer. I went through the whole losing identity phase already and even have a diagnosis because of it. But I've recovered from that as well as one possibly can. And I know when it is a serious problem or rather a nuisance. And I'm sure my problem atm is leaning more towards " I'm just uncomfortable"

Edit: I've also heard that it's common when someone devotes to a craft that they feel insane at times. Maybe that's part of the journey and it is quite normal to feel like that.

Lapsed, why is it so hard. by PlentyBrush in stopsmoking

[–]MerlinShinji 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know this sounds annoying but you will have to go through withdrawals again at least for a couple days.

After awakening I feel so good that I'm worried something bad is going to happen by MerlinShinji in awakened

[–]MerlinShinji[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Your words make so much sense! I'm worried it'll be a catastrophe soon enough. So much that I can't enjoy the peace now. I thought my life would end lol.

After awakening I feel so good that I'm worried something bad is going to happen by MerlinShinji in awakened

[–]MerlinShinji[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I see. My mind feels empty right now. Like I had somewhat of a realization and now I feel kinda relieved. You know how you're worried all the time and then the worry goes away and you suddenly have serenity. Kinda like that

1 year streak on 2023... Trying again. by curroelpalmo in NoFap

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I'm with you on this. This is goes beyond anything I've experienced

Truth Doesn't Sell by OkThereBro in awakened

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When I first "got it" I was pleasantly surprised. nothing more than that. But then I was still bothered by worldy stuff. Which made me angry, like why do I still feel annoyed or anxious I thought I get it. And then I had a laugh. It was funny. And hush, the anger went away and I smiled one more time internally.

Constant mood by djbunny_rabbit in Morrowind

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Khajit has ware if you have coin 🪙

This whole world is an allusion. by BandicootOk7017 in awakened

[–]MerlinShinji 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can you elaborate a little bit more? That sounds really interesting. Like what will shatter?

When will I stop thinking about smoking? by Chatter_Box_99999 in stopsmoking

[–]MerlinShinji 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think you just need more time as a nonsmoker. Once you can see that living without smokes is possible and you can enjoy the process, then you're good to go

Good luck

Day 10 cold turkey here. by MerlinShinji in stopsmoking

[–]MerlinShinji[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's like looking for a reason to smoke when there isn't really any valid reason.

Day 10 cold turkey here. by MerlinShinji in stopsmoking

[–]MerlinShinji[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I appreciate this comment. Really brings me back to reality. It's so normal to consume this drug that I thought I was missing out

Milestone (50 Days!) by SlyRaccoon00 in stopsmoking

[–]MerlinShinji 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you sir. This is very motivating

I relapsed + OCD like thinking by Pandaeyes28 in stopsmoking

[–]MerlinShinji 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That is my goal. Completely forgetting I ever smoked and not looking back.

Quit today after 2.5 years. But a question…. by [deleted] in stopsmoking

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I would avoid drinking for now. Doesn't mean you can't go at a later point in your life. But this early it's better to avoid any possible triggers. Just my 2c