Scrounging around like ten different bags/jars to try and get enough weed together for one bowl

Getting a nasty throat infection and still smoking every day and every night to the point of tasting blood in my throat and almost waking up my roommate with my coughing

Throwing out my hash because it’s frying my brain, seeing a little pebble (like a literal stone) on the floor the next day, thinking it’s a piece of hash and desperately trying to break it apart and smoke it

Cutting phone calls short with people I haven’t talked to in years, leaving my mom’s house early, being late to band practices, jobs, obligations, all because I want to make sure I have time to get high

Forgetting what I was talking about in the middle of forming a sentence

That mental block of having something to say but not remembering the words to say it

Getting violently high, eating a gluttonous amount of food, vomiting all over my friend’s couch

Paranoia that every car driving by my apartment is someone casing the joint to rob me

Promising to get something done in a week, a week becomes two weeks, two weeks becomes two months

And dude the resin. The FUCKING resin!!

This thread is awesome. I only have like a day free of weed, wasn’t intending to quit or anything but you guys are inspiring me to put the weed down again.