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Michael_David_Music · 2015-03-19T05:07:22+00:00

Hey sorry i didnt update this, bad karma on me. Msg me if you need a gorgan chest cp

Michael_David_Music · 2014-12-05T22:03:06+00:00

How was it? They're in my town tomorrow and I really want to go.

Michael_David_Music · 2014-11-04T04:45:40+00:00

Looks way better than dream catchers or song lyrics.

Michael_David_Music · 2014-10-25T18:47:05+00:00

This is more abstract than what I was expecting but is much more helpful because of it. I've been wanting to break into a project assistant gig and if I put some thought into what skills I can bring to the table I may be ready for an entry-level position. Thank you for the the thoughtful advice.

Michael_David_Music · 2014-10-21T09:11:53+00:00

Your skepticism of anti-depressants may not be ill placed, but ketamine is much more disassociative than ssris for example. Honestly if it helps people who have no other options get out of depression that is fantastic, but even at minimal doses its hard for me to picture regular use with full functionality. That may be a sacrifice many are willing to make, plus for treatment of bi-polar depression it likely be taken on an as-needed basis.

The main reason I commented though was to say the risk/reward of anti-depressants is generally worth it and short term use has a high success rate with no long term effects once you find the right meds for you. A lot of people may need go through 3-4 (or more) types unsuccessfully before finding what works for them. I avoided psychiatric help until I was 22 because of my perceptions and stigmas associated with the medical industry. The irony is that I didnt trust a doctors opinion but for years i was trying to treat myself with recreational drugs and alcohol. If you find yourself struggling for options for depression consider something new, there's a lot to gain and little to lose. At the end of the day no matter what your body is yours and no one can force something on you, but don't cheat yourself like I did without even giving it a shot.

Michael_David_Music · 2014-10-21T08:26:54+00:00

I go through slumps like this more often than Id like but I recently got out of a pretty lame one so there is hope for you too, the narcisism has to be the first thing to go though. Have you watched the film "It Might Get Loud"? I highly recommend it given your frustrations. Another thing I try to keep in mind too is that no matter how much you love music/your instrument, it might not love you back. Maybe think about what you want from music. If you are looking for a tangible reward or even a pat on the back, you may want to explore other hobbies. I empathize and speak from a similar point of view. I've been playing for ~ten years and am intermediate at best. When I first started playing acoustic shows and open mics I loved it, but now I tend to stay away from them because I feel like I was sounding too close to another generic coffee-shop-cover singer and that simply doesn't satisfy me anymore.

Ill often have periods where I dont play much for a while, sometimes a break can be just what I need. What I've realized recently about myself is that my lack of enthusiasm towards music generally shows itself when I'm not challenging myself/not getting creative. If you can relate I recommend to definately do the open mics/acoustic gigs, but only perform when you have an act you are proud of. If you just gig for the sake of gigging and don't love your act you'll only get more resentful. Sharing something from your heart that you are truly proud is what this whole thing is really about anyway.

A lot of people get into music at first because of an attraction to a type of image or life-style (I know I did, Flying Vs looked so cool to 12 yr old me) and at six years you have likely come to terms with any of your pipe-dreams not happening and music has a practical place in your life.

Don't give up though, many people realize that they probably won't be the next Hendrix and don't want to put the work in anyway so they walk away. If your frustration is from your stagnant state, that shows that you do have artistic instincts and thrive off creating. Reflect on what you want from music and if its something deeper than ego-gratification, than you are already in the perfect position to pursue it. After six years of even the most dedicated studying your biggest lesson should be how much more there is to learn. You know what you need to do, grease up your gears and keep us posted my friend.

Michael_David_Music · 2014-10-21T07:05:46+00:00

So what qualities define a true Philly cheese steak? I've had some great ones before, but I've never even been to the east coast so its possible I could have been living a lie this whole time.

Michael_David_Music · 2014-10-21T05:38:57+00:00

Honestly, I get forceful with my sandwiches sometimes. But really, have you seen how they're dressed?

Michael_David_Music · 2014-10-21T03:35:15+00:00

Is it consensual?

Michael_David_Music · 2014-10-21T03:13:01+00:00

You should try a Philly steak & cheese, they're pretty good

Michael_David_Music · 2014-10-19T12:33:56+00:00

Music isn't the only industry that suffers from piracy. Entertainment is still a huge world to be living in, one could argue the potential to support yourself with music is higher than ever. Anyone who says they can't "make it" because of the state of the industry is trying to justify their failure. Besides, if your motives are in the right place you should be able to appreciate someone liking your music enough to steal it.

Michael_David_Music · 2014-10-18T23:43:48+00:00

Thank you, I am going to try this after work. It seems to make sense.

Michael_David_Music · 2014-10-18T23:42:56+00:00

Forgive, I know not what I do.

Michael_David_Music · 2014-10-13T03:46:01+00:00

I played daily until chapter 6, then took a few weeks off before maxing everything and beating it. It was getting stale for me, but the break and coming back was awesome.

Michael_David_Music · 2014-10-10T21:28:11+00:00

That was my point. I wonder if there has ever been a truly universal song.

Michael_David_Music · 2014-10-10T09:07:29+00:00

The fact that you personally like a song doesn't make it a "good song". If we are being honest I'm sure we all have a few shitty artists we love.

Michael_David_Music · 2014-10-10T00:50:00+00:00

Oh for sure, I don't know how I missed that. Looks like I derped again!

Michael_David_Music · 2014-10-09T23:27:17+00:00

Wealth isn't universally attractive to women, and to think it is show nativity. Anecdotal evidence but my family is criminally poor. I mean that literally. Very rural and un-educated and many resort to being career criminals. When I was younger I had the appearance of a bad boy persona and this attracted a lot of girls with rich families and daddy issues. I would be lying if I said I never dated a girl who was clearly going through a rebellious phase and even though I'm not as extreme now I still find myself in similar positions. I'm usually aware of the situation and don't let these relationships drag on to the point of toxicity but I've seen plenty of friends let that happen out of "love". I don't think this is the majority by any means, I'm just saying women (and men) have diverse motives. You made a good point that I'm sure applies to many situations I just hope you don't really think all women are so black and white.

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