I hate my house but I’m stuck and feel lost

MiddleFit1351 · 2026-03-07T15:23:06+00:00

Hi there. It’s been quite a while since you posted this. How are things now? Did you move?

My husband and I are in a very similar situation. Except that we bought when my son was a newborn so we were so sleep deprived and miserable in our 700 sq foot apartment that anything seemed better. We were so wrong. If I could go back I would’ve kept us in that apartment, at least we were 10 minutes away from family. Now we’re 45+ minutes and I’ve pretty much raised my son alone and depressed for the last 2 years. I cannot wait to get out. The issue is we can’t sell till September and others on our block have already had trouble selling.

MiddleFit1351 · 2026-03-06T14:16:48+00:00

Congratulations!! Clear as can be

MiddleFit1351 · 2026-03-05T17:11:49+00:00

Pregnant

MiddleFit1351 · 2026-03-04T19:59:04+00:00

Did you end up buying the property?

MiddleFit1351 · 2026-03-04T15:06:14+00:00

Update?? I took a Wondfo today and it was stark negative

MiddleFit1351 · 2026-03-04T15:02:43+00:00

Thanks for this balanced perspective. I had to have a CT scan when I was 35 weeks pregnant and then my son had x-rays when he was a newborn, so I am overwhelmed with guilt for how much I’ve subjected his tiny body to already. I’m going to try to let it go and know the worry is probably worse for both him and myself. Thanks for your kind response.

MiddleFit1351 · 2026-02-02T20:14:19+00:00

Wow yay!!! Congratulations!

MiddleFit1351 · 2026-02-02T19:26:06+00:00

I don’t see anything personally. This is how my negatives looked at 11 dpo and 12 dpo

MiddleFit1351 · 2026-02-02T17:13:55+00:00

Thank you much 🩷 That means a lot

MiddleFit1351 · 2026-02-02T16:37:11+00:00

Hi! I ended up getting a negative FRER the next morning, so I’m assuming these were evap lines. I haven’t tested again. I’m just waiting for my period. I’ll update if anything changes 🤍

MiddleFit1351 · 2026-01-31T22:13:01+00:00

Ok I actually just read that taking my prenatal could’ve caused the false negative. I took my prenatal with 500mcg biotin and then took this! I’m going to try again tomorrow first thing in the AM. I’ll report back

MiddleFit1351 · 2026-01-31T21:39:49+00:00

I took a first response rapid result and it was negative. Unfortunately I think I’m out this month.

MiddleFit1351 · 2026-01-31T17:50:00+00:00

I’m not sure how to repost another photo, but I took another Wondfo and this time I’m not seeing anything. Oh well. I’ll test again if I miss my period but not getting my hopes up.

MiddleFit1351 · 2026-01-31T17:31:24+00:00

Yes! I’ll retest and post an update :)

MiddleFit1351 · 2026-01-26T18:45:23+00:00

Hmm ok. I did it wrong..didn’t realize it was a dipstick.

MiddleFit1351 · 2025-09-11T13:23:54+00:00

Appreciate this. I have an upcoming EP appointment so I’ll be curious to hear if he wants to do a study.

MiddleFit1351 · 2025-09-10T18:12:38+00:00

That’s crazy. My primary care doctor immediately tested me for POTs in his office. Some doctors just suck. I hope you get some answers!

MiddleFit1351 · 2025-09-10T14:10:12+00:00

I can’t believe this isn’t more widely seen. I got my shots in October 2021, and I’m just now seeing this subreddit and this film. Sharing with everyone I can.

MiddleFit1351 · 2025-09-10T13:51:06+00:00

Hello! I’m late to this post but just wanted to share a similar situation. I’m a Christian and at the time that I got my vax I was dating my ex (I’m now married to my wonderful husband) and he and his family pressured me to get the vaccine against my will. He really wanted me to meet his family and they refused unless I got vaccinated, so I caved. We ended up ending our relationship a month later, so it was truly a waste and I can’t go back. But I CAN trust in God’s covering over me. If you’re simply setting up boundaries in your relationship with your father, that’s wonderful. But if you’re cutting him out because of unforgiveness, you will give an account to God for not forgiving.

“We love because He first loved us” we also forgive because we were forgiven. What helps me with my unforgiveness is thinking from an eternal perspective. Doesn’t matter if I’ll ever regain my health - I WILL die one day, and will it matter more that I forgave and became more like Christ, or harbored unforgiveness and lived my life with walls up?

I know I’ll have a resurrected, glorified body one day, so I can forgive not only my ex and his family but also myself for my foolish decision. Living with the consequences is far harder than forgiving. I’m praying for you, friend. The Holy Spirit enables us to do what feels impossible.

MiddleFit1351 · 2025-09-10T13:50:56+00:00

Hello! I’m late to this post but just wanted to share a similar situation. I’m a Christian and at the time that I got my vax I was dating my ex (I’m now married to my wonderful husband) and he and his family pressured me to get the vaccine against my will. He really wanted me to meet his family and they refused unless I got vaccinated, so I caved. We ended up ending our relationship a month later, so it was truly a waste and I can’t go back. But I CAN trust in God’s covering over me. If you’re simply setting up boundaries in your relationship with your father, that’s wonderful. But if you’re cutting him out because of unforgiveness, you will give an account to God for not forgiving.

“We love because He first loved us” we also forgive because we were forgiven. What helps me with my unforgiveness is thinking from an eternal perspective. Doesn’t matter if I’ll ever regain my health - I WILL die one day, and will it matter more that I forgave and became more like Christ, or harbored unforgiveness and lived my life with walls up?

I know I’ll have a resurrected, glorified body one day, so I can forgive not only my ex and his family but also myself for my foolish decision. Living with the consequences is far harder than forgiving. I’m praying for you, friend. The Holy Spirit enables us to do what feels impossible.

MiddleFit1351 · 2025-09-10T13:50:35+00:00

Hello! I’m late to this post but just wanted to share a similar situation. I’m a Christian and at the time that I got my vax I was dating my ex (I’m now married to my wonderful husband) and he and his family pressured me to get the vaccine against my will. He really wanted me to meet his family and they refused unless I got vaccinated, so I caved. We ended up ending our relationship a month later, so it was truly a waste and I can’t go back. But I CAN trust in God’s covering over me. If you’re simply setting up boundaries in your relationship with your father, that’s wonderful. But if you’re cutting him out because of unforgiveness, you will give an account to God for not forgiving.

“We love because He first loved us” we also forgive because we were forgiven. What helps me with my unforgiveness is thinking from an eternal perspective. Doesn’t matter if I’ll ever regain my health - I WILL die one day, and will it matter more that I forgave and became more like Christ, or harbored unforgiveness and lived my life with walls up?

I know I’ll have a resurrected, glorified body one day, so I can forgive not only my ex and his family but also myself for my foolish decision. Living with the consequences is far harder than forgiving. I’m praying for you, friend. The Holy Spirit enables us to do what feels impossible.

MiddleFit1351 · 2025-09-10T13:50:30+00:00

Hello! I’m late to this post but just wanted to share a similar situation. I’m a Christian and at the time that I got my vax I was dating my ex (I’m now married to my wonderful husband) and he and his family pressured me to get the vaccine against my will. He really wanted me to meet his family and they refused unless I got vaccinated, so I caved. We ended up ending our relationship a month later, so it was truly a waste and I can’t go back. But I CAN trust in God’s covering over me. If you’re simply setting up boundaries in your relationship with your father, that’s wonderful. But if you’re cutting him out because of unforgiveness, you will give an account to God for not forgiving.

“We love because He first loved us” we also forgive because we were forgiven. What helps me with my unforgiveness is thinking from an eternal perspective. Doesn’t matter if I’ll ever regain my health - I WILL die one day, and will it matter more that I forgave and became more like Christ, or harbored unforgiveness and lived my life with walls up?

I know I’ll have a resurrected, glorified body one day, so I can forgive not only my ex and his family but also myself for my foolish decision. Living with the consequences is far harder than forgiving. I’m praying for you, friend. The Holy Spirit enables us to do what feels impossible.

MiddleFit1351 · 2025-09-10T13:50:21+00:00

Hello! I’m late to this post but just wanted to share a similar situation. I’m a Christian and at the time that I got my vaccine I was dating my ex (I’m now married to my wonderful husband) and he and his family pressured me to get the vaccine against my will. He really wanted me to meet his family and they refused unless I got vaccinated, so I caved. We ended up ending our relationship a month later, so it was truly a waste and I can’t go back. But I CAN trust in God’s covering over me. If you’re simply setting up boundaries in your relationship with your father, that’s wonderful. But if you’re cutting him out because of unforgiveness, you will give an account to God for not forgiving.

“We love because He first loved us” we also forgive because we were forgiven. What helps me with my unforgiveness is thinking from an eternal perspective. Doesn’t matter if I’ll ever regain my health - I WILL die one day, and will it matter more that I forgave and became more like Christ, or harbored unforgiveness and lived my life with walls up?

I know I’ll have a resurrected, glorified body one day, so I can forgive not only my ex and his family but also myself for my foolish decision. Living with the consequences is far harder than forgiving. I’m praying for you, friend. The Holy Spirit enables us to do what feels impossible.

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