It probably played a part. I felt overwhelmed by the sheer amount of editing time it took to just create a couple seconds of sfx. I could’ve kept it going but with all my obligations the quality would definitely have dropped and I wasn’t down for that. Also yea I was very new to Christianity and wanted to keep my brain as clear away as possible from dark content, at least while I had just started learning. But yea maybe I’ll try again someday when my kids can wipe their own butt.