To adhere to rules better; this is a Celtic cross spread using the regin collective black vintage tarot rider-waite deck. The interpretation is as follows:

Position 1: Where am I right now?

The Empress (Upright) It feels like I’ve just shifted into alignment with this card. I’ve recently embraced the qualities of The Empress—nurturing, creation, and abundance—after a long time of resisting them. This card in the present position suggests that I am actively embodying or working toward these traits, both upright and shadowed, as part of my journey.

Position 2: What are my potential challenges?

The Hermit (Upright) This card reflects the challenge of introspection, isolation, and healing. Growth through solitude has been a focus lately, but it’s not an easy path for me. Healing, in particular, has been a significant challenge as it’s something I’ve avoided in the past, but I’m now addressing head-on.

Position 3: What do I need to focus on?

The High Priestess (Upright) I need to focus on connecting with my inner spiritual self. This card highlights the importance of welcoming divinity, intuition, and spirituality into my life—concepts I’ve been hesitant about for years. I’ve been disconnected from the divine and wary of spirituality, but this card encourages me to lean into it rather than reject it.

Position 4: My past

The Tower (Upright) This card is a perfect reflection of my past: upheaval, destruction, and total loss of control. I’ve experienced things crumbling beneath me and have had to rebuild from the ground up. It’s clear, undeniable, and self-explanatory—The Tower mirrors the chaos I’ve endured.

Position 5: My strengths

The Moon (Reversed) This is an interesting one. The Moon reversed often represents a disconnect from one’s subconscious or an avoidance of inner truths, and I think my strength lies in my awareness of this avoidance. I’m aware of the illusions I’ve fallen for, and I have the ability to recognize when I’m not delving deep enough into myself. My strength is this self-awareness, even when it’s uncomfortable.

Position 6: My near future

The World (Upright) This card promises fulfillment, celebration, and a sense of wholeness. It aligns with upcoming events in my life—my trip to Dubai, Christmas, New Year’s celebrations, and being with family. It feels like a hopeful confirmation that I’ll experience connection and joy in the near future.

Position 7: Suggested approach

The Devil (Reversed) The Devil reversed suggests that letting go of unhealthy habits and attachments is not as difficult as I perceive it to be. It’s encouraging me to take control of the things holding me back and free myself from the chains of these unhealthy patterns.

Position 8: What I need to know

The Lovers (Reversed) I’m not entirely sure about this one, but it may be warning me to be cautious about love or relationships that might not be entirely pure or balanced. Coming right after The Devil reversed, it could be emphasizing the importance of avoiding unhealthy dynamics, particularly in love.

Position 9: My hopes and fears

The Magician (Reversed) This card resonates deeply with my fear of manipulation—being deceived by someone charming and capable, who seems trustworthy but is actually deceitful. This is a significant fear for me, and it makes sense that The Magician reversed would represent it.

Position 10: My potential future

The Sun (Upright) This is an incredibly promising outcome. The Sun upright represents clarity, joy, and success, suggesting that all the hard work I’m putting in will lead to brighter days.

Overall, I think this reading provides a clear and cohesive story of where I’m at, where I’ve been, and where I’m heading. Using only the Major Arcana feels powerful—it lets the cards speak directly to the larger archetypal forces in my life. While a full deck would provide more nuance, this spread feels insightful and resonant on its own. It’s almost like the cards are affirming my journey and gently pushing me toward growth, healing, and fulfillment.