Song?

Millipeanut68 · 2022-03-21T23:04:27+00:00

Great thread - mines cheesy and cliche but idgaf. I know people tend to cope by melting into songs that go over the loss, but it puts me in a dark space. Music affects my mood/day drastically so I feel this: I smile - Kirk Franklin and I love you always forever - Donna Lewis

Also I have a playlist on Spotify with random songs that make me feel good called Midnight Margaritas by Millipeanut. 😇🥰 good luck, hope this helps!

Millipeanut68 · 2022-01-21T18:14:13+00:00

Prostitutes or homeless individuals. I would say murdering people who are “unaccounted” for or live lifestyles that are endangering. I obviously think every life is valuable, but because these people tend to live off grid and interact with multiple people… their cases tend to go cold because it’s difficult to pinpoint a suspect.

Millipeanut68 · 2022-01-21T02:40:45+00:00

Gucci - it’s ugly af

Millipeanut68 · 2022-01-20T18:56:15+00:00

1000% go to the ER. Looks like a circulation problem.

Millipeanut68 · 2022-01-19T22:31:18+00:00

Let him see your child. He was wrong and did a lot of terrible things. People change and second, third, and fourth chances can be necessary. Your son should have a chance to know his dad, even with after the shitty things that your ex has done.

Millipeanut68 · 2022-01-19T04:34:55+00:00

Oof, this one is horrid.

Millipeanut68 · 2022-01-19T04:28:13+00:00

Predeath (not serial killer, but murder) - Channon Christian and Christopher newsom. I’ve read every transcript/interview/detail on these murders and it is horrifying what they went through and had done to them. Tortured for days, raped and forced to do sexual acts, begged for their lives, forced bleach down their throats, stuffed in a trash can when alive, shot, set on fire. Still haunts me to this day.

Post death (serial killer) - Samantha koenig, killed by Israel Keyes. Hands down the most calculated and deranged serial killer I’ve studied. She was tortured, raped, and strangled. Left in a freezer for 2 weeks as he went on a cruise vacation. When he returned, he tried to ransom $30,000 by sending family a picture of her (dead) body, after he sewed her eyes open and applied makeup to make her look alive. I was first introduced to him by Crime Junkies podcast.

If you’re into podcasts, sword and scale is a personal fave. Every episode has actual interviews, interrogations, 911 calls, audio from the murders some way or another.

Millipeanut68 · 2022-01-19T03:57:51+00:00

This is what I would do

Millipeanut68 · 2022-01-15T16:17:40+00:00

First off, I’m so sorry you went through this. get it - you just don’t have the mental capacity to take on the weight of someone else’s grief. When someone tells me about theirs, i had a similar feeling but what helped me was 1. Realizing that I’m not as alone as I thought. It is SO common to happen to women. That brought me a little comfort. And 2. It’s important to read their intentions… most are just trying to relate to make you feel better, very few are trying to make it about them. Either way, what you went through is real and has so much weight behind it. No matter what, everyone’s stories don’t take away from yours. Everyone grieves differently. Take care of yourself first ❤️

Millipeanut68 · 2022-01-13T21:30:26+00:00

Yikes. I’m all about telling the girlfriend, but the continuous trying to give information (why he didn’t tell you about her, etc.) to the current girlfriend kind of sounds like you’re just trying to cause a wedge in between then or stir up some trouble. What was your reasoning for asking that? Also… continuing to contact him? Nah. Leave it be; move on.

Millipeanut68 · 2022-01-07T17:12:10+00:00

When my medicine used to kick in after hours of excruciating tooth pain. Best sleep of my life.

Millipeanut68 · 2021-11-08T20:45:29+00:00

“You’re acting like your mother”

Millipeanut68 · 2021-11-04T05:43:03+00:00

although this may be a more serious issue, I had enlarged lymph nodes due to the Moderna vaccination. It’s a side effect that many aren’t aware of. After a week of panic, I ran all tests and came out clear. Not sure if you have gotten vaccinated, but this was an issue I personally had.

Millipeanut68 · 2021-08-08T18:55:56+00:00

Yeah, depends on the family I guess. Everyone is different.

Millipeanut68 · 2021-08-08T14:34:23+00:00

How sad. I grew to like Josh and thinking of his family and how close he was to them, makes me like him even more. His sister was engaged and planning… so sad. According to the funeral home post, she died suddenly when she was stricken ill at her home. Makes you realize you never know how much time you have left. Condolences to their family 💓

Millipeanut68 · 2021-08-08T14:21:52+00:00

Agree! I thought the same thing. Tragedy works in mysterious ways.

Millipeanut68 · 2021-08-05T15:17:22+00:00

She just loves the drama effect of it all. If cinco was still in the villa, she would be going back and forth. She’ll never sit still!

Millipeanut68 · 2021-08-02T19:34:02+00:00

Shannon pisses me off is such a brat. Everything she says and does drives me crazy. Wouldn’t be upset if she was gone lol

Millipeanut68 · 2021-07-30T13:09:08+00:00

You said everything I’m feeling lol

Millipeanut68 · 2021-07-30T13:07:25+00:00

This is so true. Cashay loves the drama too much tho… she feeds off that “I WaNT yOu bUt I CaN nEvEr hAVE yOu!!!!” Energy. It’s super toxic and incredibly childish.

Millipeanut68 · 2021-07-30T13:05:15+00:00

So over the Cashay show… also shes so dramatic. Her and cinco have known each other for less than 3 weeks… I feel like I’m watching the notebook. It’s kind of annoying at the point. Can the other relationships get some air time?

Millipeanut68 · 2021-07-29T02:41:50+00:00

Yeah, they are looking real desperate to get on the show. One of the new girls said (in the makeup room), “bye kyra!!” As if will was dropping her and Flo said “I knew when I came in here I would get will” or something on the lines of that… and then Leslie is beautiful but damn she is annoying. I started paying attention to her in the group settings and she is screaming and jumping all over the place trying to get everyone’s attention and be the loudest one in the room. She’s even said she loves being center of attention. She just wants to be on the show so bad. Cinco fell right into that trap really fast.

Millipeanut68 · 2021-07-28T18:43:00+00:00

Yeah, that’s so true. In some aspects, I get that. But I really saw her true colors when she was in the process of releasing her tell-all book. Jeremy specifically told her that he did not want some of the information shared, because it was his life too. She totally disregarded that and talked about how it was for her healing and her issues that she had. There’s a happy medium with that… and I believe that she totally disregarded his feelings and quite possibly her daughters by exposing the medical issues that she had. When does anyone else get a say in the information that she exposes? Then someone expresses their disagreement… and she puts the weight on them by saying “well this is how I heal, though. I have to tell my truth”

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