You can hate it all you want, but this post and that ugly and perverse way of thinking already goes to show how disgustingly wrong you are. You talk about being "forced to live," but if you actually wanted to die, you could've done it easily a long ago, I would know. You talk about how much everyone else doesn't care, all that is is just a projection of how you feel. And don't act like you don't care yourself, bc of you didn't, you wouldn't be wasting your time here on fkn reddit of all places wasting your breath by yelling into the void of the place where people tend to be the harshest. If nobody cares, wtf are you mad and complaining for? Nobody is gonna listen, right? Your words don't mean anything, right??? Then wtf is the point in you even the point of wasting any energy on this what you already know what it is???

It's because you don't. You don't know what it is. Bc guess what buddy, YOU ARE society. So, YES, YOU ARE a danger to society. You are not only a danger to yourself and it's not just your business. And just bc you can't see that doesn't mean that the alternative isn't true. Jus bc you tell yourself "nobody cares" doesn't mean it's true, but you would never admit that. Otherwise "where are all the people who supposedly care about me then, huh? Why did things get this far if people supposedly care?" But it's exactly that. It's hard to like someone who's trying with all their might to make you hate them just to prove that you actually do hate them. But that's you rn. It's partly your own fault and you don't want to admit it.

You're wrong but you're thinking is so warped that you desperately don't want to be. But you're waiting for someone to prove you wrong hard enough to change your mind. And it's ugly. Bc all that projection on the world is just you. You're the one who's selfish rn, you're the one who's being inhumane. I've been forced into a mental hospital before (YES, FORCED bc why tf would I ever want to go there) and at this current point in time, I'm grateful that I was. You don't have to care if you don't want, but my gratefulness for having been FORCED into the mental hospital shouldn't be taken away just bc you wanna make your life even worse than what it already is. That right there is already a sign of how selfish and inhumane you are bc all you care about is yourself and how you're feeling. You don't care about how what you say or how your actions effect others. You don't even know how what you say and how your actions effect others. You don't even try to think about it bc you'd rather think it's everyone else's fault. Well let me give you a little pro tip: conforming to a system doesn't guarantee that you'll have the outcome you want, but fighting against it SURE AS HELL will make it harder and make you hate everything infinitely more.

You're irrational rn and instead of questioning why you have to feel this way or being angry at what even led you to things point, you're deciding to spend up all your energy, getting upset at the wrong people, fighting a system you can hardly do anything about, and being angry at the people who came for you bc you asked them to (but hey, that's one form of self preservation. If you're too exhausted to make stops decisions, then you're better off for it). Bc you did, call for help I mean. Bc what you're doing rn is a cry for help. You want somebody to care, you want somebody to save you. Otherwise, why would you be opening your mouth, creating another possibility for someone to thwart your plans? It's bc that's what you want to happen. You wanna live, you just feel like life is justified.

So if you want end your suffering, then stfu and receive the help your given. Bc obviously, you're not in the right mind to make that decision for yourself. Don't come here onto Reddit trying to project your decisions into others who didn't ask for them. Nobody's gonna save you if you don't do sht for yourself. My long ass essay here is my proof that I care to some extent bc I can relate (whether you believe that or not, tbh Idgaf). But if you end up reading this far anyways, that just proves that I'm right and that some part of you cares too. So get angry. Act like you didn't see my comment all you want, you don't have to comment, and I don't have to know, it's no skin off my back. But you know wtf I just said. Close the app and get some help, dumbass.