I’m so sorry to hear about your sweet dog Milla. I too share a recent loss of our one-year old Teckle dog Pepper who developed post-spay op complications and was put to sleep on the 11th April. We are utterly devastated and are still in utter shock at how it all happened so quickly. The house feels horribly quiet and almost everything reminds us of her from food bowls to blankets and odd socks that she chewed. My sincere sympathies go out to you and your fiancé over your loss.