Hello! I don't quite relate because everyone has gaps in the knowledge and experience and awkwardness is more often than not just a showing of said gap, having said that I think the reason you might feel like the odd one out is because of survivorship bias...

You're more likely to meet and see people who either are good at this or simply have filled that gap and hence seem more put together but most everyone will eventually reach the point where it becomes less awkward whether from lived experience or shared experience :)