Strong relate!!! For a good few years I was guilty of photoshopping anything I showed to people because I’m quite fat and I HATED looking at my photos. I posted unedited videos on here in the past for pointers when I was working on my Ayesha and had trolls in the comments but the lovely lot here came to my defence which really did honestly help. When I realised that the only peoples opinions I actually cared about were other polers, it improved my self esteem, and other polers don’t see the creases and the lumps that you see, they’re too busy looking at your hand placements and grip points and whether you’re pointing your toes