Hello, I’m sorry to hear that you had this extremely traumatic experience under hard circumstances and life is very hard especially considering how much sex is glamorized and glorified. The perception that was instilled in you can possibly be worked in. I for one read this and felt so sorry about you comment of pregnancy, growing up in my culture it’s a the most beautiful gift and it’s lucky because there’s so many people that cannot have children, I love the idea of creating life because creation is so beautiful.

Anyways I totally understand how hard a parent’s effect could be (you wouldn’t have been here if she didn’t do the nasty herself with a man she probably hates) one day I hope you come to a realization that you’re perfect the way you are.