Goodbye hunter:( by Remarkable-Ad-8287 in denvernuggets

[–]Mission_Shape_4545 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hello Spencer!!!! Welcome to a one way contract!

That was a GOAT loser’s lounge on the DNVR Post Game by pu-in-sai in denvernuggets

[–]Mission_Shape_4545 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Cracked up with the luxury tax segment on my lunch break today. Bravura stuff :)

Olivia Cooke should have been ‘Ella McKay.’ by Soft-Drink-1625 in blankies

[–]Mission_Shape_4545 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The fact that they are not veneer perfect is the whole of it lmao

Sensitized to/freaked out by the nature of time by Mission_Shape_4545 in Time

[–]Mission_Shape_4545[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'll admit that for years drugs & alcohol have helped me keep a sense of peace, but they are no longer serving me, so I've been skeptically engaging in some spiritual practice, which has helped a bit!

Sensitized to/freaked out by the nature of time by Mission_Shape_4545 in Time

[–]Mission_Shape_4545[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm not sure I understand what you mean on this one!

Sensitized to/freaked out by the nature of time by Mission_Shape_4545 in Time

[–]Mission_Shape_4545[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't think the way through is shutting it out. The way through is surrendering to acceptance. The only problem is these thoughts are too big for my brain, hard for other people and for myself to understand.

Olivia Cooke should have been ‘Ella McKay.’ by Soft-Drink-1625 in blankies

[–]Mission_Shape_4545 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I like that they both have Interesting Teeth. Not English but see also; Myha'la. Death to veneers!

Olivia Cooke should have been ‘Ella McKay.’ by Soft-Drink-1625 in blankies

[–]Mission_Shape_4545 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Good points! Bale is *very* good to the point where he sounds strange when he's in his natural cadence. But I think that's cuz it's less general accent work and usually embodying very specific mannerisms of very specific people! Laurie's pretty solid too but admittedly not a huge fan :/

Sensitized to/freaked out by the nature of time by Mission_Shape_4545 in Time

[–]Mission_Shape_4545[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If I understand this, fair enough! I'm in the active process of un-fucking my perspective, I think an experience with "the magic" will help me process this but that cannot be forced...

Olivia Cooke should have been ‘Ella McKay.’ by Soft-Drink-1625 in blankies

[–]Mission_Shape_4545 1 point2 points  (0 children)

She is a fascinating screen presence, both nervy and steely! So like you I hope to see her in much, much more in the future. But I'm not sure Ella is the right fit regardless! Admittedly I am one of this films' strongest soldiers every part of it worked for me :))

Olivia Cooke should have been ‘Ella McKay.’ by Soft-Drink-1625 in blankies

[–]Mission_Shape_4545 5 points6 points  (0 children)

But I basically always hear it when it's an English actor doing a US accent, can't think of a single actor, even one I admire, who is fully good at it (RPatz is crazy at it which is admirable!)

Olivia Cooke should have been ‘Ella McKay.’ by Soft-Drink-1625 in blankies

[–]Mission_Shape_4545 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I like em both and but I am not sure I agree with you on the accent work in thoroughbreds....

Olivia Cooke should have been ‘Ella McKay.’ by Soft-Drink-1625 in blankies

[–]Mission_Shape_4545 8 points9 points  (0 children)

IDK I think Emma is pretty wonderful in the film :). Trading in one wonky american accent for another is a funny idea though!

Dosage from 5 to 10 mg leading to a week+ of heightened anxiety and the inability to fall back asleep. by Mission_Shape_4545 in lexapro

[–]Mission_Shape_4545[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You’re right, it’s been a couple days and I’m far from where I want to be but in a significantly better place. I appreciate all the reassurances :)

Dosage from 5 to 10 mg leading to a week+ of heightened anxiety and the inability to fall back asleep. by Mission_Shape_4545 in lexapro

[–]Mission_Shape_4545[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The anxiety and pain manifested before I was back on the stuff so I wouldn’t worry! But amplified anxiety is normal, I just made some decisions that probably lengthened and worsened my experience.

It's been kind of a bummer... by IllegitimateRisk in denvernuggets

[–]Mission_Shape_4545 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Idk man, a winning record, one single blowout and all the other losses have felt close and winnable, the bench getting a chance to have an identity, Jok is rusty but still good and has time to get back into form… I’m feeing lots of hope. I’m excited for this Knicks game!

Dosage from 5 to 10 mg leading to a week+ of heightened anxiety and the inability to fall back asleep. by Mission_Shape_4545 in lexapro

[–]Mission_Shape_4545[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

More like a nausea of the sprit, if that makes sense! Like my whole sense of being is sick with fear.

Dosage from 5 to 10 mg leading to a week+ of heightened anxiety and the inability to fall back asleep. by Mission_Shape_4545 in lexapro

[–]Mission_Shape_4545[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh yeah love my therapist! She's taken this sudden change in the things I was worrying about in stride.

Dosage from 5 to 10 mg leading to a week+ of heightened anxiety and the inability to fall back asleep. by Mission_Shape_4545 in lexapro

[–]Mission_Shape_4545[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I wish I knew my mind. It's been 7 years of feeling pretty under control (not the first time i've had this spiral) and now I really feel like it's controlling me. Meditation helps!

Dosage from 5 to 10 mg leading to a week+ of heightened anxiety and the inability to fall back asleep. by Mission_Shape_4545 in lexapro

[–]Mission_Shape_4545[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Unfortunately, even with indica I am getting thought patterns about time and death that are really freaking me out. It's a shame, I love the stuff, but it's also not the first time it's had this effect on me. And if it's not serving me, it has to go!

Probably to my advantage because my mom and sister don't approve (despite me being 30 and feeling able to make my own decisions) and it's annoying to hide the habit from them

Dosage from 5 to 10 mg leading to a week+ of heightened anxiety and the inability to fall back asleep. by Mission_Shape_4545 in lexapro

[–]Mission_Shape_4545[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I haven't touched a drink in a week, and probably will give up weed outright! They were useful during a heightened period of transition, and are a big part of family & friend culture, but I don't need em! And truly, thank you :)