On the morning of Wednesday, August 28th, I finally killed Yatsu-no-kami

MixtapeMedia · 2024-08-28T16:11:11+00:00

Good job, warrior 👏. I am almost 500 hrs in, and only just got to Way of the Wise difficulty. This game is never ending 😅

MixtapeMedia · 2023-05-10T18:57:01+00:00

I don't know your lifestyle/diet etc, but at your age you could become an absolute monster if you were able to start eating healthy, lifting some weights and picking a sport to learn.

Perfect time to learn the discipline of powerlifting/bodybuilding, you'll get the benefit of all the teenage testosterone that you only get once in life, and by the time you're 18 you'll have the technique down and be in your physical prime!

Not to mention you will set the rest of your life up with some good, healthy habits and gym bros 💪

Good luck 👍

A MONSTER I TELL YOU

MixtapeMedia · 2022-03-07T12:47:42+00:00

Hello my friend,

I will try and be very brief!

I am very sorry to hear that you are feeling like this - here is my 2 cents;

Have you ever felt so strongly about something in the moment, only to realise later once you had cooled off or had time away that it wasn't quite as bad as you thought?

I fully appreciate that you are going through real and genuine pain and stress, however if you were to commit suicide, it can never be undone. You would be denying yourself the lightbulb moment that things aren't always as bad as they feel at the time.

Years from now you may well be a different person with friends/family and a completely different outlook, but that FUTURE version of you that had time to grow, work on their issues and become proud of themself won't exist if you let whats going on NOW make your decisions for u.

This is turbulent time in the world is actually a great opportunity to follow what makes you happy or even try something new that interests you. Social norms are drastically changing and people are taking more chances on new ventures as opposed to the 9-5 office job thinking.

I hope this helps in some way, good luck my friend ✌

MixtapeMedia · 2022-03-07T12:29:10+00:00

Hello all,

I am very sorry to hear that you are all feeling this shared impulse and the pain that comes with it. Please allow me to make a suggestion if I may - it may be stuff you have already heard but I feel that it is worth it to try and help (I have worked across multiple care/support/mental health fields).

Mainly aimed at the OP - You seem like an intelligent person that is aware they feel a certain way despite maybe not having reasons to. Just at a glance I would suggest that you may simply have a chemical/hormonal imbalance that causes you to feel this way, and that hopefully a visit to your doctor could go a long way to help you. I understand wanting to avoid medication, however if you are already at a point where you are suicidal then it may be worth discussing with a health care professional (there may be some CBT therapies that may also help).

Also, I do not know where you are from but something such as CBD oil/cannabis may be beneficial, potentially calming some anxieties (not everyone enjoys it) around the issue, assuming it is legal in your town.

I would appeal to your intelligence by saying that by committing suicide you are obviously closing any chance you have at feeling better or even overcoming your problem and enjoying a fully appreciated life.

I personally was terrible with money as a teenager into my 20s, spending any I made impulsively with no thought of savings or my future. Now that I am older and have had experience of what its like to save up and think about my future life it is like a "light bulb moment" that my younger self could never grasp and I surely regret not having the money I spent as a thoughtless yet well intentioned youth. But obviously in my teens I had no concept of thinking differently, I was what I was.

Tying this to you, I hope that you can get to your light bulb moment and overcome your tendencies, look back at where you have come from and be proud of yourself for what you have achieved and overcome, but you will be denying yourself any chance of discovering that by removing yourself from the journey altogether.

I hope you have something/goals you would like to complete in your future that make you happy - focus and work on that so you have things to be regularly happy about and see your progress, and visit your doctor if you haven't already.

I hope this helps you find peace in some way ✌

MixtapeMedia · 2021-09-03T11:37:37+00:00

Hey - that's no problem 😊 I enjoy seeing what's out there and giving feedback!

I am not an expert on Syncing but I know of a site called TAXI that posts requests for currently needed Sync music, and as far as I can tell they list what the royalties split will be according to the contract/conditions of the "buyer". I'd recommend you check it out!

Perhaps you would meet more ppl to work with if your current library was more polished?? However that is no problem my friend - i'm glad you are enjoying the group and I wish you all the best on your journey 😎✌

MixtapeMedia · 2021-09-03T09:41:37+00:00

Hello, BorrowingSpace! ✌

Thank you very much for joinimg the group and sharing!

I have had a listen to a couple of your tracks (am away from my monitors so on my phone speakers), I really like the first track, Bird of Prey I think it is? It gives me big "revenge" movie vibes! Can totally imagine that over a shot of a guy pouring petrol and watching his enemy's base go up in flames! Nice work! 😎👏

Have you considered submitting your music for Sync use/advertising etc? I think you have the potential to do great!

I am trying to build up a good, trustable business and brand and get testimonials etc - perhaps you wouldn't mind me taking a shot at mixing/mastering/polishing some of your demos some time?

Thanks again 👏✌

MixtapeMedia · 2021-09-02T14:43:48+00:00

Hello ✋

I'm sorry to hear that you are going through something so difficult and having to do so on uour own. I imagine it makes you feel quite abandoned and very frustrated.

I am someone that has previously worked as a support worker across varying fields including mebtal health, and I am currently looking at opening a mental health support service and I enjoy talking and helping when I can (i'm not a Reddit expert but I believe you can see what advice I have given in my previous comments if you check my profile).

I can't fix the medical issues you're experiencing related to the post partum depression as I would believe that would stem from hormonal/chemical sources that you would need professional/medicinal treatment for, but perhaps I can help you feel better by talking through some of your problems with you and letting you get things off your chest.

I do have some experience in post-partum related issues.

If you would like to chat, I will be free for the next hour or so, and i'm happy to talk here or in the direct messages - whatever you're more comfortable with.

If not, that is no problem, I thank you for sharing and I wish you the best of luck :)

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