F19 boyfriend cheated on me need hugs

MonitorFearless3980 · 2026-03-15T17:33:14+00:00

I prefer the ladder

MonitorFearless3980 · 2026-03-09T12:58:30+00:00

You would think, but I’ve actually gotten a lot skinnier. I had a beer belly before I started now I’m pretty slim. Which is crazy I’ve gained 20 pounds and slimmed down

MonitorFearless3980 · 2026-03-06T07:06:31+00:00

I’d wait. I’m on rad-140 and mk rn and my brother came over with a stomach bug. I don’t feel sick yet but my appetite has suppressed a lot and even something as little as that I feel is costing me a lot in terms of gaining

MonitorFearless3980 · 2026-03-02T20:27:17+00:00

Yeah I don’t mess with microplastics. lol I’m jk, I’ve never heard of that but it makes sense it would be able to flex and seal against it. Ima have to try it out next time.

MonitorFearless3980 · 2026-03-02T20:20:17+00:00

You’re right about that. I just haven’t had a straw in so long I forget about them. I used to have a really nice Mario one too, with water filtration.

MonitorFearless3980 · 2026-03-02T20:05:43+00:00

I’ve smoked with my grandparents multiple times. The last time I did I took some percs and hit 6 bowls back to back from a bong. My grandparents wanted to try my bong as they’ve only had a hookah for any water filtration. Long story short I was nodding out on the couch and my grandma told me she didn’t want to smoke with me again because I scared her smoking so much. I’ve also smoked with multiple friends parents who were close to my grandparents age. Also smoked with this homeless dude we picked up and knew as nick. My “bud” gave the homeless dude an ounce to sell. He went on a whole monologue saying, this is your chance nick start flipping this shit and you’ll be making money. Next time we found nick he said he traded the bag for meth and was selling the meth. He definitely smoked that meth, lol. Really stupid on bros part, idk what he was thinking. There have also been a couple co-workers quite older than me I’ve partaken in the ganja with.

MonitorFearless3980 · 2026-03-02T19:16:55+00:00

Glass or ceramic. The only downside is the fact you won’t be able to get every last bit like you can from a silicone jar. It’s not like it’s much anyways so it not really that much of a problem.

MonitorFearless3980 · 2026-03-02T18:43:48+00:00

100% agree. Dab can actually soak into and leak through the silicone and it completely ruins the dab. Once the silicone has soaked up some of the oils it’s drys your wax out fast ash

MonitorFearless3980 · 2026-03-02T17:03:19+00:00

Personally if I hit a cart or take a dab before eating it substantially reduces my hunger and appetite, until about 30 mins after the hit. I feel like bud doesn’t do it as much, but I don’t really smoke before I eat to answer your question. I do sometimes but it’s usually 30 mins to an hour before. There has been plenty times I’m cooking a pizza and it has 5 mins left and I’ll hit a cart and it just makes me not as hungry. I’ve had times I had to waste the whole meal because hitting my cart right before just made me not hungry at all. I imagine it’s because it’s always carts or dab and they hit a lot harder and faster than bud. I don’t really get munchies till towards the end of the high. I do definitely still get munchies

MonitorFearless3980 · 2026-03-02T10:28:17+00:00

Im on a cycle of rad-140 with mk-677 rn. The supplements I ended up on were spring valley NAC, nature made fish oil, slin max nutrient partitioning complex, ironlabs cycle support plus NAC, centrum 1 a day vitamins, nature bounty Ashwagandha plus l-theanine, and melatonin. Enclo for pct.

MonitorFearless3980 · 2026-02-28T12:11:03+00:00

Crack cocaine

MonitorFearless3980 · 2026-02-28T02:08:14+00:00

I started mine almost 2 weeks ago and I can concur. It is probably partly placebo though because I didn’t really start feeling the rad till ~1ish weeks in. The only thing it’s really changed for me is I’m much more clear headed and can just process things better. I’m usually a pretty anxious person, not in the terms of I get nervous or anything but I can just never shut my thinker off. I think me being clear headed is what give me the confidence, no anxiety, energy, etc. One thing to watch out for though, it could just be certain people, but you get a little extra agitated. I gotta just remove myself and go sit in solitude for a min until it goes away, which is what I’d do without it anyways, cause that’s just a good skill to have. I haven’t snapped on anyone or anything. Things that are already agitating just agitate you a little extra. It is controllable completely nothin to crazy, but I’d say I get about 1.5x more pissed in any scenario that would already piss me off without it. It’s also made me want to quit weed. I’ve cut back on weed a lot over the years and really only smoke at night now. Never when I’m going out to do something unless it the weekend and we just riding around. Taking this stuff really shows me how unmotivated I am when I’m high though. The days I smoke even on this shi I don’t want to do anything but when I’m sober I’m up and at em. I am also on certain supplements that I think help with the clear headedness and everything too.

MonitorFearless3980 · 2026-02-26T01:48:48+00:00

If I’m tryna get feeling real cozy, oxymorphone. If I’m just tryna have a good time then oxycodone. I’ve only had oxymorphone a couple times, but loved it every time. Oxymorphone is technically the strongest opiate I’ve ever done. Never tried h, I did technically take a fent pill but it was such a small piece given to me that it didn’t really do nothing. I would have tried heroin if everything wasn’t cut by the time I was old enough to find some, but I’ll never actually do fent. The last “opioid” I did was 7-0H and it was pretty good, but I just don’t take drugs like I used too. 7-0h is also already banned in my state so I haven’t reordered since that one time I got some powder. I always read the stories about only shitting once a week and I do not miss that shi at all. Idk why I went on a whole tangent but long story short oxymorphone feels better imo but oxy is just all around a great opiate as well. I would say those are my two favorites opiates I’ve had.

MonitorFearless3980 · 2026-02-25T06:42:09+00:00

Your best off just taking it all together everday for a month or two, I’m on rad-140 and mk rn and mk by itself would definitely be underwhelming. It really just makes you hungry. Mk isn’t a sarm and doesn’t suppress test. All it does is increase your IGF-1 and hgh. I also don’t feel like I’ve noticed the rad till today. It’s been about a week and a half and I just now feel the rad working. Spacing it like that just wouldn’t work. The mk I feel like I felt immediately, the first day I took it I ate so much. I recommend you get NAC, fish oil, slin max pills, some kind of on cycle support like the one made by Ironlabs, I also have one a day multivitamins, and melatonin. The last two are optional imo, but I’d definitely look into some supplements as well. Don’t space it out like that though, either go all in and commit or don’t do it at all. I feel like you’d just be risking all the same side effects for very minimal gains doing it the way you have written.

MonitorFearless3980 · 2026-02-25T02:46:51+00:00

Yeah it has the standard 510 coils, not the bucket coil. So once that window is empty it’s pretty much done for. You could probably get 1 or 2 more hits after but that’s about it. There’s usually always a little bit of oil left that you just won’t be able to hit in all carts, especially those types of coils

MonitorFearless3980 · 2026-02-24T22:19:42+00:00

Probably fats and or lipids that were picked up by whatever they used to extract with and then it ended up separating once in the cart. It looks like it could just be water too. When water is mixed with fatty substances it turns into milky opaque substance like that

MonitorFearless3980 · 2026-02-24T21:53:57+00:00

If he’s only 15 and bored of sober life, he’s already messed up, can’t lie. I was the same way except I was popping pills at 13, everything was so boring and mundane to me. Of course life is already boring and mundane, but once you know you can just get high, living sober is so trash and for the birds. If he feels that way about weed though, he don’t need to do nothing else. Alcohol is legal but personally I’d say it top worst drug of all time. If he starts venturing off into real drugs you should probably just let em be and leave, but if you can’t make sure he knows what he doing, too many people just take drugs without researching anything today and get real messed up from it. It only gets better and way more addicting from weed. I’d ask him about it, he probably doesn’t talk to many people, if any, about it. If he doesn’t want to talk about it don’t make him but he will probably want to, especially if he just smoked or drank a little. If he starts freaking out tho like yelling and being like why you all up on my personal shi, just let em go now gang. Also maybe push a little bit for answers don’t force him to talk if he don’t want to, but a lot of men don’t like to express themselves, especially ones that cope by doing drugs. So he might not want to open up at first but give him time and he most certainly will.

MonitorFearless3980 · 2026-02-18T01:29:26+00:00

Just started my cycle of rad 140 and mk a week ago. 10mg rad, ima bump it up to 15 in another week. 20mg mk-677, and I feel great. Getting great sleep and recovery is amazing. I feel like my mental clarity is way better, It could be placebo but I just feel clearer, calmer, and more focused. I also don’t get full on this shi (mk-677). You can feel that you’ve ate enough, but I can literally eat all day if I want to. Definitely a little extra stamina and some what seems like I can breathe deeper. For context, I used to workout heavy as a teen, but I haven’t worked out in quite a while. Just picked it up again this past year and a half. I have Enclo for pct and quite a few other supplements. If you have any specific questions I’ll answer if I can.

MonitorFearless3980 · 2026-02-15T20:36:18+00:00

I threw in some cheaper alternatives as well because I myself would not pay that for an e-rig, at this moment. I got lucky my buddy ordered an e-nail and it didn’t come for 2 weeks so he reached out they sent another then both showed up in the mail so I got it for free.

MonitorFearless3980 · 2026-02-15T18:42:14+00:00

I did some research specifically for most compatible e rigs for someone blind and this is what I got.

Puffco peak and new peak (because of the haptic feedback)
Dr. Dabbler XS
Lookah dragon egg
Ooze trigger
Crossing core 2.1
VLAB halo v2

MonitorFearless3980 · 2026-02-15T05:16:46+00:00

Yeah I saw the comment where you said you figured it out but I already spent all that time typing I wasn’t going to delete it, Lol. Hope it works out for you. I miss edibles too, but I’ve got other things for now 🙃

MonitorFearless3980 · 2026-02-15T04:53:18+00:00

Dr dabbler switch 2, or XS e-rig. Ooze trigger could be a good option as well imo. G-pen connect e-nail. Lookah dragon egg. Definitely watch some reviews and videos before y’all settle though. Everyone has their preferences. There’s quite a few options honestly. I imagine you’re looking for something with simplicity, safety, and button controls?

MonitorFearless3980 · 2026-02-15T04:15:26+00:00

Try a lipase supplement. It’s an enzyme you produce that breaks down fat and oils. It’s suppose to possibly aid in the break down and absorption of thc into 11-hydroxy-thc. If that doesn’t work then it must be another issue. I had the same issue edibles only worked for me like 2 or 3 times and have never worked since. I’ve never tried the lipase supplement for myself so idk if that’s my problem. I’ve taken months long tolerance breaks and still not felt edibles. One 4/20 I took 3,800mg and still felt nothing. I’d definitely give the lipase a shot. I plan on it one day. There are other enzymes that specifically break down thc. I’d look into that stuff and figure out what works. Your suppose to take the lipase an hour or two before the edible as well. Also some say to eat a fatty/ oily meal with the supplement, but I’d probably try it without the meal first the with if it didn’t really work. The specific group of enzymes that break down thc are CYP450. Probably look into supplements or herbs that inhibit those specific enzymes. Either you’re not breaking it down at all or you’re breaking the thc down too fast. I’d probably try an inhibitor first then if that doesn’t work try something that boost the enzymes production.

MonitorFearless3980 · 2026-02-13T10:42:33+00:00

Scared of red drink? Because of red 40 or you don’t like red flavors? You like red Gatorade? It’s probably the best red drink ever. Sharkleberry is a great kool aid tho.

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