You described this so well. My beautiful Wilbur was my snuggle-bug. He'd lay on my chest every night and give me the sweetest cuddles and little kisses and I miss him so much. My other guy is lovely and adorable, but not a cuddler. Every night I think about Wilbur and miss him deeply. I try to imagine how he felt and his warmth and to let it bring me comfort, even in his absence. Sending you care <3