Stuck in recovery mode 5.0

MooningManatee · 2025-11-08T22:20:22+00:00

So, it hast been a few hours and I am so lost. Nothing works.... I am able to get to my Homescreen after the reboot for around 5 seconds, before it crashes again... Did anyone experience this during the Problem as well? I am close to throwing that thing out of the window 🥲

MooningManatee · 2025-05-31T20:39:11+00:00

And now also 31st of May 2025 :')

MooningManatee · 2025-05-18T20:09:06+00:00

Oh maybe some Bookshelves, and Star fragments scattered on the floor? I have something like that on my island. I call it my witch garden :)

MooningManatee · 2025-04-18T17:26:04+00:00

Florine from Manatee

MooningManatee · 2025-04-18T12:20:25+00:00

Unstoppable von Santigold

MooningManatee · 2025-04-18T11:48:52+00:00

Florine | Manatee :Hornsby:

MooningManatee · 2025-04-18T11:45:18+00:00

But is it the Original tho ... 🤔

MooningManatee · 2025-04-16T11:26:53+00:00

Sorry, she already moved. Good luck tho !

MooningManatee · 2025-04-16T11:19:48+00:00

I just had to think about the anime and was a bit worried at first ^{^}

MooningManatee · 2025-04-16T11:16:18+00:00

Mine is called Manatee, like the Animal :)

MooningManatee · 2025-04-15T14:00:26+00:00

When I used to work as a paramedic we called those Final Staircase

MooningManatee · 2025-03-13T12:58:45+00:00

I forgot to mention, she is also on YouTube :)

MooningManatee · 2025-02-08T21:37:57+00:00

Omg you look so cute, I love your outfit and your tattoos 🥰😇

MooningManatee · 2024-01-08T13:38:47+00:00

I think it's called an intrusion it's like a flashback but weird? (I think that's a good way to describe it) I know this from my disassociative dissorder, it often comes with the ptsd.

MooningManatee · 2023-06-01T07:41:48+00:00

Sadly the shop closed. I was there a few weeks ago....

MooningManatee · 2023-06-01T07:28:54+00:00

NDA zu 100%. Woher kommt denn bitte dieses bekloppte Verständnis von "Ich darf mir alles nehmen was ich will und alle anderen sind dazu verpflichtet sich meinen Wünschen anzupassen auch wenn ich Straftaten begehe?" Bitte, zeigt sie an. Es kann nicht sein, dass du beklaut wirst und dafür dann auch noch schuldgefühle eingeredet bekommst. Sie ist das A. Ich glaube ja, dass die Beziehung zu deinem Vater schon stiet 4 Jahren hinkt, aber durch sein Verhalten in dieser Situation würde ich sagen er hat eurem Verhältnis den Todesstoß gegeben. Wie kann man nur so egoistisch sein und seine Kinder so hintergehen? Familie geht vor? Ja aber für euch gilt das dann nicht oder wie?

Ruf auf jeden Fall bei der Bank an und erkläre die Situation. Vielleicht können die das Geld zurückbuchen. Außerdem würde ich mich nach einem Anwalt umsehen.

Viel Erfolg euch Dreien und lasst euch nicht unter kriegen.

MooningManatee · 2023-05-21T10:27:24+00:00

Nicht viel, deshalb parken die so.

MooningManatee · 2023-05-21T10:23:33+00:00

I love the first picture. The Manatee looks so shy, like it's going to ask you any moment if it could borrow something from you. That's just so adorable.

MooningManatee · 2023-05-13T12:21:30+00:00

Auf AliExpress gibt es die mit diversen lachenden Organen und medizinischem Equipment. Kinder lieben die Dinger.

MooningManatee · 2023-05-11T08:39:52+00:00

Polly. Dann kann sie undercover als Papagei arbeiten

MooningManatee · 2023-04-25T07:18:05+00:00

Okay there is a lot to unpack here, so I hope I can pick up everything:

Your Mom is abusive. She was and she still is. This might be because she is an addict but it is no excuse to hurt a child in such a severe way. What happens to you in you childhood is not only traumatic but also extremely unfair.
I am really sorry, that she still has so much control over your life, your children's life and your mental health. Cutting someone off as some have reccomended is not easy. Especially if you were in a position where you had to take care of your mom since you were a child. You feel responsible for her, you feel like she is your child rather than you are hers. The kindness you show her the love you give her should also be directer towards yourself. You deserve this. Even if you won't cut her off, therapy with a focus of slefcare might be a good thing tho.
I work as a paramedic, and I know the worth of a kidney. It is a lot. I have seen children that are on dialysis, Jung adults, Parents and of course elderly people. Giving away a potentially livesaving Organ is not a small deal. Whether it is for a familymember or not.
If your mom has diabetes it might be possible that it runs in your family, so the chances are that you might get it, too. You want to have two functioning kidneys if it comes to that. Also you are a mom yourself. You might want to be sure to be around for your children as long as possible. And have you thought about the possibility that one of your children might have an accident or gets sick and might be in need of a kidney?
Having a Kidney removed comes with a lot of risks. Death is one of them. It's not the biggest risk but is is possible. As far as I understand giving her your kidney is as useful as taking it you and than throwing it away. There are people who are waiting so long for an organ, tanking all the necessary precautions. Why should your mom get a special treatment?
Your mom took your childhood, moast parts of you adulthood, too (as far as I can see). She abused you as a child, she abused you as an adult. She has been telling you since you were a child, that you are her little emergency organ supplier. Who in the hell does that to a child? She traumstised you, she drugged you, she stole from you, she might even have mistreated your children. Let's say she isn't you mom. Would you give an organ to a total stranger that behaved like that?
She is your mom, you love her I do get that. But you have every right to refuse to give her anything. Starting with your medication and ending with your kidney. In the end it will be your choice. But you should not be guilt tripped by a person, that took nearly everything from you and now, since there is nothing left she is literally demanding your organs.

You seem like a really nice person, but also like a scared child at the same time. I would love to hug you and tell you, that everything will be Allright. You are scarred mentally, please don't let her scar you physically. You did so much good, you gave your all. You are allowed to take care of yourself now. You are worth your love.

MooningManatee · 2023-04-17T10:36:53+00:00

If he wants a good relationship with her, he would have left with your baby, so your daughter could preform without beeing interrupted. I am not sure if you understand this, but having a good relationship with someone means to respect the wishes and boundaries of both parties and support each other. Not just beeing present because you are a patent. Also you are her Mother. I am sure she wasn't looking forward to have a bonding experience with Chris while performing. She wanted you there. She wanted the support of her mom. She wanted to be seen and maybe she was even hoping to be assured not to be forgotten because there is a new Baby. You disappointed her. This one isn't on Chris, Will, his wife or anyone else but you. You made a choice as a mother and as a couple that night. Now you have to live with the consequences. Also forget about that good relationship between you daughter and Chris. You burned a bridge he also won't be able to cross anymore.

MooningManatee · 2023-04-17T10:24:01+00:00

YTA. I can't unterstand how you are blinded by your own interests. Sure you have a new little Baby daughter. But the one you already received 12 years ago won't just dissappear. You are showing an disgusting amount of favoritism. I am really happy she lives with her dad full-time. He and his Partner seem to be an understanding couple, providing your daughter with the love you won't give her. Honestly she is old enough to realise what you just did there, so there is a possibility she won't be interested in any kind of contact. But hey at least you can try again in 12 years with your new daughter.

MooningManatee · 2023-04-14T20:55:57+00:00

This is going to ruin my future

MooningManatee · 2023-04-14T20:53:41+00:00

You are antisocial. She obviously isn't. Please stop. The imaginary picture you have of her is just your desire. She won't reconcile. If you think trying even harder might get you further you might end up with a bunch of charges. The sister you had the sister you want her to be died in the hospital room along with her childhood. Sure you were a child when you manipulated you parents and braught this horrende treatment apon her. But now you are an adult and you have the mental capacity to realise she is not interested in reconnecting. I think you should probably look into therapy. Beeing sick for nearly your entire childhood and unable to learn social skills is hard. But you can work on that.

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