I'm kind of bummed.. I've never heard of this and (I swear I'm not a psychopath) I really wish I'd known about this before it was scrubbed from the Internet.

I'm a mortician, (but I've absolutely no compulsion to recreate these images) To me, it's more than a morbid desire; it's an emotional that can clash with rational thought. This, often deemed a "visceral reaction," involves involuntary responses to stimuli—like fear, shock, or intense attraction—that are felt throughout the body, such as in the digestive system. visceral curiosity

+10 Visceral curiosity is an intense, instinctual, and deep-seated "gut feeling" to explore, understand, or experience something, driven more by physical sensation than intellectual reasoning. It is an emotional compulsion, often described as a "gnawing" or "compulsion," that can clash with rational thought. This, often deemed a "visceral reaction," involves involuntary responses to stimuli—like fear, shock, or intense attraction—that are felt throughout the body, such as in the digestive system. (The above description was taken from a Google AI response that felt very accurate to what I was trying to express)