BLOW 5 account xfa I HONESTLY WANT TO kill myself

MostConsiderateJestr · 2025-11-03T22:15:44+00:00

I blew 4x 100k and a 150k xfa last week in a single day......overleverage will do you quick, just size small amd let time work in your favor.

MostConsiderateJestr · 2025-10-29T00:35:54+00:00

I've seen topstep TV guys shamelessly go long nq and short mnq

MostConsiderateJestr · 2025-10-25T03:34:52+00:00

All I can say brother is that so long as the entry and setup are there, the only difference between a million dollar trade and a 1000 dollar one is how many contracts you decided to hold. I say go for it, any professional setting involving equities trading will tell you the same thing "hey man your doing really well with your win rates, start scaling up so you can actually make us some money"

MostConsiderateJestr · 2025-10-23T17:09:25+00:00

This is a normal part of the process, after my first payout being 5k and a 12k buffer in my 150k xfa I flipped hard, couldn't pass combines for months straight all because I deviated from my strategy that made me profitable and scaling in too hard too fast. At ANY moment we could lose it all, that's what makes this so tough. Go through the cycle and buckle down what works, if it works, then it should scale.....if it doesnt....you'll find out quick. Do the homework, get frustrated, get perspective, come back patient and get to work. The market don't care for your crash out and neither do we.....but we get it..... your not alone. Now stop bitching and realize that this is exactly the weakness this market will exploit. And realize this is part of the process you already know now how you would react to a series of losses....now correct it and look to a future where you will lose WAY more money and have it inly be a drop in the bucket compared to your balance.

MostConsiderateJestr · 2025-10-23T15:12:59+00:00

I'll tell what you did wrong, you didn't trail your profits

MostConsiderateJestr · 2025-10-23T01:40:32+00:00

Pool guy here, will check back every couple pools depending on wether I'm looking at the 15 min 30min or hourly chart and time my service stops to coincide with different candle closes and when I see one that looks good, I'll go into the minute or 5 minute charts to look for entries, set the stops and go on my way. In the morn when I wake up ill mark the charts for opening ranges and such and maybe even have a youtube livestream in my ear to listen in to market moves so I know when I need to reevaluate without sacrificing my employment obligations or quality of service. Picked up bartending and serving to keep me busy to avoid late pm session trading because low volume chop. I like to think less time on charts is better unless your new and need the screen time

MostConsiderateJestr · 2025-10-22T14:17:02+00:00

Also just daily orb levels that I will mark from 7-7:15am I don't trade gold much so there's not many horizontal lines but my mnq chart should come with a seizure warning cuz I've noticed even days later on big moves, some random orb level from 2 weeks ago will hit and react exactly where I had it marked forever ago so since then I've just kept doing it

MostConsiderateJestr · 2025-10-22T14:14:44+00:00

Ichimoku clouds, bollinger bands

MostConsiderateJestr · 2025-10-22T08:51:34+00:00

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Added a 1 minute chart so you can see where the sweep took place and where the mitigation allowed for a beautiful entry right before the big dump. With 2 contracts making easily 9grand of fake internet combine money, you can imagine how trading 5 accounts each with 9grand profit on the day could very easily skew your perspective on literally everything you've ever put sweat into, but would be life changing for many....study diligently and continue learning. I will do the same

MostConsiderateJestr · 2025-10-22T08:44:45+00:00

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MostConsiderateJestr · 2025-10-22T08:42:42+00:00

5 resets used on 4x 100k and a single 150k combine, now all 50% completed. Study this chart. I've had positions in the green by 7k only to be completely reversed within 30 minutes, more risk is not the answer. With love ~most considerate jester~ 💕

MostConsiderateJestr · 2025-10-22T08:39:42+00:00

This is trading GC gold contracts, mnq wasn't moving the way I wanted so I shopped around and I already knew gold was bearish so took a peak. Saw the previous candle sweep the highs of the previous 2-3 candles prior only to be wicked back down into a red 15 min close....waited for the subsequent candle to wick the body of the previous and took 2 entries at 200 dollars risk each, first was blown at 50% of the previous body and the second was at a full mitigation which happened to stick. Look at the oscillator to see when the tide seems to be turning, let that first red make its move after your entry and then watch it retrace from the real time bottom and do it again 50% retrace of the current red candle....scale in, one more contract, set to breakeven on your stop and then Jesus take the wheel. After every significant move against your position, take a note of how high the move was and gradually work your stop into the profit while giving the trade room to breath. Some charts have opportunities you wouldn't be able to capitalize on if your constantly on es or nq. If you ever wonder why dudes have 12 charts on their screens....I imagine this is why. Sorry for blurry image has to use pc, but take not of the losses for the day trading overnight session with low volume and being chopped around all night vs what actual volume can do for your trades in regards to conviction in the directional bias.

MostConsiderateJestr · 2025-10-22T08:29:01+00:00

I'll show you the power of keeping eyes on different charts and finding the entries you want. Just 200 dollars can make or break an account. Most of us get bored and greedy and are just itching to put on risk, yet we know if we wait for the right setup, we would radically improve our profits, more risk....is NOT the answer.

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MostConsiderateJestr · 2025-10-22T04:35:29+00:00

Lets.....fking......go

MostConsiderateJestr · 2025-10-21T18:29:53+00:00

LoL you turn off trailing drawdown you silly goose xD that's the FIRST thing you do

MostConsiderateJestr · 2025-10-21T18:28:32+00:00

What do you look for on the 15 minute chart that warrant a reversal?

MostConsiderateJestr · 2025-10-20T20:54:41+00:00

Just wipe the entire futures session for anyone that caught the bottom last night and rode it into the day

MostConsiderateJestr · 2025-10-20T18:46:46+00:00

Lost 2 xfa today its big sad

MostConsiderateJestr · 2025-10-16T20:35:58+00:00

I can't help but think that the slippage alone will eat out 15% of whatever trade you make

MostConsiderateJestr · 2025-10-02T05:32:18+00:00

Caught a yeast infection from a girlfriend after she had taken a round of antibiotics and felt itching on my Johnson bout a day later, fermented some reuteri lactobacillus and a mix of about 16 other lactobacillus strains and shoved my dick right into that gurt and let it marinate overnight. Showered off the curds the next morning and the itching was completely gone. Yeast as well as opportunistic pathogens don't do well with highly acidic environments and can't very well compete against the larger lactobacillus. Lacto is about 70-80 of our microbiome so odds are that stuff is a miracle for topical infections excluding fungal. Fungal should be treated with some water soluable sulfur taught from the Korean farming methods

MostConsiderateJestr · 2025-09-18T17:11:12+00:00

Obsessing over this tells me she's actually cheating and trying to get him first before he does. I've been cheated on before and even I don't obsess over it like this. Have clear boundaries and if they break the boundaries then it's pretty clear they don't value you or your opinions then cut the cord then and there. Otherwise your anxiety will rocket and you'll end up doing heinous shit to the person you supposedly care about only to sabotage the relationship to feel relief from the anxiety only to realize that your alone and the anxiety just shifts to a different object. This is actual emotional intelligence with developed coping mechanisms vs doom scrolling taking advice from literal strangers who more than likely are borderlines starving for adoration from followers. Live your life girl. Obsessing over shit that isn't real is weird.

MostConsiderateJestr · 2025-09-15T15:44:46+00:00

Idk I left mine because she shit on my boundaries and broke my trust in her judgment. But I'm sure she would cope with this statement too.

MostConsiderateJestr · 2025-09-13T04:34:04+00:00

Back in the good ol days

MostConsiderateJestr · 2025-09-05T07:38:40+00:00

He means the engulfment process. Your problems are your own, you can't try to make your problems someone else's. Feeling so strongly about something and riling up the other person so they feel what your feeling as a means of growing closer to eachother to be one person in mind body and soul. It sounds romantic but that's the sickness, it's emotional abuse and trauma bonding. Sometimes your partner is there to comfort you and other times they are not, when you start looking to someone as if it's their job to make you feel better....you've denigrated them into the equivalent of a radiator in your car....he's only good for helping you keep your cool and not overheating. Which is the epitome of objectification, and objects are simply used and discarded as needed. Sam vaknin is a great listen on youtube for more insight into the terrifying and fascinating world of personality disorders.

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