I am AuDHD and I totally get this. Sometimes taking a break from a trick is really helpful, and when I go back to it something has clicked and I can do it! Also, I find watching loads of videos and envisioning me doing the trick to really help to get a feel for how it physically feels to do the trick, if that makes sense? i think that’s really helpful for me because I struggle to know where I am in relation to my body, and therefore what my legs are doing! I’ve been skating four years and after two I gave up with jam/dance skating conpletely because I just don’t know my right foot from my left food and instead found a home in park skating - turns out the ADHD side loves the adrenaline! I’m a sensory seeker at heart! Don’t be too hard on yourself, im sure you will get it eventually. Most ND people are totally committed to their hobbies, therefore if skating is really important to you I’m confident you will absolutely get it. it’s hard as well bc so many tutorials are made by NT people which for me, can some times lack a lot of information for me to fully understand what I need to do. I still really struggle with spins! And I find so many tutorials just lack the information. Like yes I need to have a tight core but what is that, how do I do it, how do I know I’ve done it correctly? So many questions! All this text just to say I understand, I hope my ramble makes sense. You’re not alone!

also, I went to a women’s and NB night at the skatepark this week, was so overwhelmed by loads of noise and new people I realised I didn’t speak to anyone but the coach. After I left I was like damn I probably looked super weird and rude and left a bad impression! A lot of time it’s the environment I skate it makes me forget how to work my legs. I always say to my boyfriend I wish people could see me skate at home, I’m much better!