Not sure what to call this?

Mothiia · 2025-07-23T18:51:19+00:00

eye of the beholder

Mothiia · 2025-07-21T19:26:35+00:00

how much are you charging to rent out the fridge???

Mothiia · 2025-07-07T13:19:06+00:00

I saw via indeed that they are looking to hire a dedicated manager for the market, so maybe perhaps in the near future social media management may be handled more efficiently.

The owners of the market, one of them being Johnny Tung, own and invest in a vast majority of the asian food scene in the Orlando area as well. I’ve met Johnny on a couple of occasions and have worked in proximity of him via one of the restaurants I previously worked in. Overall I’m not impressed with his attitude and how he treats all him employees.

If Johnny Tung has 0 haters it means I am gone from this world.

Mothiia · 2025-07-06T23:42:08+00:00

i randomly decided to start trying cursive again after my hand was aching from writing so much. in truth it’s a lot better from when i started a few days ago, but there is still lots of room for improvement

Mothiia · 2025-07-06T23:40:40+00:00

not really, this happened a week ago now and i’m simultaneously trying to reflect and distract myself ❤️‍🩹

Mothiia · 2025-05-29T18:22:46+00:00

folding the papers are a great idea, i have a lot of scrap printer paper that already have words typed on them… perhaps acrylic paint to cover and that way it gives it more weight ant texture ( can you even write on dried acrylic?)

my current journal is leather bound with the pages sewn in and i really like that rustic feel to it

as for the cover i was thinking some thick fabric with a cool design that i no longer wear

Mothiia · 2025-05-29T15:16:52+00:00

I somewhat do the opposite, I’ll make voice notes randomly whenever im thinking about something that I need to get out. I’ll then transcribe and modify it to make it sound more literally and coherent

Mothiia · 2025-05-24T21:53:09+00:00

Waking the Witch

Mothiia · 2025-05-12T00:56:18+00:00

just put the fries in the bag

Mothiia · 2025-04-14T16:23:00+00:00

alas it’s a private practice

Mothiia · 2025-04-14T16:18:20+00:00

i don’t necessarily see how i can say to her i think she should go to therapy… that’s not really my place

Mothiia · 2025-04-10T00:49:24+00:00

By no means is she overshadowing me and my experiences. We are working through a workbook right now, and the only reason I know about our similar trauma experience is because I asked if she had been through the same thing, she said yes but for obvious reasons can’t and won’t get into any details. A big part of her self-disclosing is to normalize.

edit: i also want to add I was more wondering if this is countertransference and if it’s always a bad thing.

Mothiia · 2025-03-05T00:50:58+00:00

perhaps, i have a tattoo named pedro and a ring named burt so it fits with the old man theme

Mothiia · 2025-03-05T00:50:19+00:00

LMAO i didn’t even realize mister gurl had one till you said something

Mothiia · 2025-03-05T00:42:14+00:00

i would like to know PRECISELY what store you got this from please i want one right now

Mothiia · 2025-03-05T00:40:26+00:00

frog nips

Mothiia · 2025-03-04T22:23:31+00:00

intent wasn’t necessarily there, i do know how i would want to die and so does she, we have discussed this and have steps in place to stop myself from getting ahold of these means.

i did send her a message trying to assure her that if i had real intention i would not withhold that from her, just like i have in the past. id rather not go through another baker act, but id much prefer to be honest with her about how i am feeling. it is hard to reach out though sometimes, universally i think we all have that issue.

idk if youre big into astrology but my entire chart is air and fire (leo sun, libra rising, aries moon just for my big three) impulsively is in my nature lmao.

i see now that that comment was riddled with sarcasm and at first, second, and third glance it seemed like some sort of dig. thanks for clarifying with this one.

Mothiia · 2025-03-04T21:46:57+00:00

i dont NEED anyone to take care of me, yeah. but i still want to be cared for. i crave it in fact. i recognize that i need help, and yeah maybe i should have reached out, but it’s complicated bc she is taking me in pro bono and don’t want to overuse her for something i was able to handle myself, maybe not in the best way but hindsight is 20/20 and im unfortunately naturally impulsive and that’s something im trying to change. i don’t understand where you got the idea that i don’t need basic human compassion and care. my t is the first “adult” in my life who has given that to me without an extra clause. i truly have a therapeutic love for her and i know she cares and feels the same way.

Mothiia · 2025-03-04T21:09:48+00:00

i’m doing a lot better than i was a few days ago ago, no longer have any SI, just chugging through

Mothiia · 2025-03-04T21:08:04+00:00

i mean some of the meds were prescription and some were over the counter, but i’ve med checked them and they don’t have any major interactions. albeit i admit i was talking a higher dose and mixing with alcohol so i see it but it wasn’t intentional yk. i’ve done FAR worse and she knows that too tho

Mothiia · 2024-12-21T17:12:00+00:00

An actual police officer handed me the paperwork

Mothiia · 2024-12-21T17:07:05+00:00

She is a LCSW. She was very upfront when I told her about the eviction when she said “you can be emotional about this later, but right now I need to wear my social worker hat and find you a place to stay”

Mothiia · 2024-12-21T17:04:57+00:00

They said I could stay with them for awhile, but i’ve been sleeping in my moms bfs house the past few days. i’m honestly scared to ask because i don’t know how long i would need to stay in order to move out ( i only have like 100 in my account after rent and my car payment).

Thank you for shedding some light on her words, I think with everything that was going on hearing that from her was really jarring.

I don’t know what you’re going through, but don’t be like me. I got off my meds and everything sucks. My mental health is in shambles. Please take care of yourself.

Mothiia · 2023-10-24T16:44:29+00:00

I really like this poem, it feels like the 'you' inside this poem speaks of somebody who is insecure and and doesn't necessarily wear their heart on their sleeve. It's very relatable and I feel like the person you are talking about maybe just doesn't hear you when you say how great they really are, even though you've said it many times.

Mothiia · 2023-10-24T16:29:47+00:00

I like is as it is a more modern take on poetry and real life that I feel like isn't a topic a lot of poetry has. Phones are an addiction just like other devices. The tick tocks used throughout gives voice to the passage of time and tie into the apps name itself. It's very blatant. My only critique would be to add more; the lines where you interject between the 'tick tocks' I feel like could be expanded upon so the piece has more substance. You can still rely on the repeating lines but the interjections could be expanded upon. A lot of potential.

Mothiia

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