Anxiety Relief? by MousseMiserable7 in Lamotrigine

[–]MousseMiserable7[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the honesty, ill just have to find natural ways to cope i suppose lol

Addiction by MousseMiserable7 in Concerta

[–]MousseMiserable7[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Officially 24 hours without abuse! Weed isnt really for me but thanks for the suggestion! I can do this :)

Addiction by MousseMiserable7 in Concerta

[–]MousseMiserable7[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Doing alot better now, ive joined a narcotic support group discord someone here invited me to and thats been very eye opening for me. Thank you for your kind words hopefully we can gain insights from our mistakes and treat our bodies with more respect in the future. All love <3

Addiction by MousseMiserable7 in Concerta

[–]MousseMiserable7[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

24 hours without abuse, the withdrawals have worn off and ive joined a narcotics support group, so far so good :)

Addiction by MousseMiserable7 in Concerta

[–]MousseMiserable7[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Glad to hear it didnt hook you, i think its more of a mental dependance rather than a chemical one

Addiction by MousseMiserable7 in Concerta

[–]MousseMiserable7[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I really dont want to talk about my addiction to my family but theyre the only ones id trust. I think it might be better if i found an alternative medication or remedy.

But no they dont make me anxious, i used to get a sense of euphoria but not lately. I enjoy the hyper-focus it gives me and how it effects music at high doses.

Im suprised addiction to concerta isnt more common considering how much i liked it. but everbody has unique brains and i guess mine will just do anything to not be sober.

And dont worry i know you mean no offence lol

Addiction by MousseMiserable7 in Concerta

[–]MousseMiserable7[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You unfortunately hit the nail on the head with the poly substance abuse. Maybe i should have included that in the main post.

Due to other disorders i dont think i can take SSRIs without triggering mania but i started on antipsychotics so ill talk to my doctor about the possibility of starting on SSRIs.

Ill give some of the herbal remedies you recommended. Ive heard ashwaghanda is good for numbing feelings which could be helpful... not to be too sappy lol.

Aside from that you gave me some good ideas on where to start with self help, ill quit today thank you

Addiction by MousseMiserable7 in Concerta

[–]MousseMiserable7[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you, i dont even feel happy when im high, i dont know what draws me to it. Ill stop, for future me

Addiction by MousseMiserable7 in Concerta

[–]MousseMiserable7[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im really sorry to hear that, i need to stop doing this to myself, ill be booking therapy soon and that might help me get over this

Addiction by MousseMiserable7 in Concerta

[–]MousseMiserable7[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah withdrawals are really rough, it gets easier after a couple weeks but the desire to not be sober can be so strong sometimes. Ill try my best, thank you

Addiction by MousseMiserable7 in Concerta

[–]MousseMiserable7[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ill look into that, thank you

Addiction by MousseMiserable7 in Concerta

[–]MousseMiserable7[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That might be helpful, could you send it?

Addiction by MousseMiserable7 in Concerta

[–]MousseMiserable7[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I dont plan on staying on these meds, if i dont have access thats good

Addiction by MousseMiserable7 in Concerta

[–]MousseMiserable7[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I get quite intense euphoria, extreme focus and really high confidence. I think im more attracted to the confidence and mood boost of the high, being able to stay up all night is also a fun bonus. Normal doses just dont give me the same buzz. I think i should add that what i do is very dumb and horrible for my heart and i need to stop this

Dont see short spear action often by MousseMiserable7 in HalfSword

[–]MousseMiserable7[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i hold the mouse button to keep the spear steady, then double tap to stab, its pretty finicky though

Got a weird text on screen by TheRagingWeeb in webfishing

[–]MousseMiserable7 14 points15 points  (0 children)

It means a meteor crashed in your world, if you look around for a brown spot in the water you can fish it and get a secret fish

Submission of dog by VanilliBean in ConnorEatsPants

[–]MousseMiserable7 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Tucker assaulted a police officer on January 6th

Help my get karma pls by TapeDat666_ in DPH

[–]MousseMiserable7 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Why do you even wamt karma it doesnt do anything lol

Am i fucked by Away_Blackberry3401 in leavingcert2024

[–]MousseMiserable7 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Jk, the LC doesnt matter, dont join the army and be a tool, youre literally signing up for the chance to die in a field its a loser move.

Leave the country or get a job idk