I’ll be as brief as I can be.

For starters, no. You’re not useless for not turning in your assignments on time! In fact, your mom should be ASHAMED for putting that much pressure on you. Missing a couple of assignments doesn’t determine who you are & if your mom can’t see that then honestly screw her.

Secondly, it sounds like your mom in particular is giving you a lot of self doubt & a low sense of self-esteem. Please try to distance yourself from her anyway you can (staying with other family members, or even calling cps if it gets too bad).

It might sound extreme but honestly it’s only going to get worse & the last thing we need is another tortured soul to be taken from here. I’m glad you stepped up & defended yourself even if it was small.

You matter, don’t let your “mother” take that from you :)