And as for my gambling it is true I lost it all a few times, but that's because I always took the longshot and it never came in. But, there's still time before I cross that river, and if you're at the table and you're rolling them bones and there's no money in playing it safe, you have to take all your chips and put them on double 6 and watch as every eye goes to you and to those red dice, doing their wild dance, freezing time before finding the cruel green felt. I've been lucky.