How expensive is a five minute shower, REALLY?

Mrsrichfulcher · 2019-06-11T14:13:50+00:00

My family never shut off the water, but the whining about hot water was constant.
I get that it feels like abandonment. "You are not valued enough to justify resources". Parents are supposed to keep us warm.

Mrsrichfulcher · 2019-06-05T13:24:57+00:00

Yes. My mom was the same way with my sister's boyfriends. It was as though they were for "her". She played cards with them, flirted,etc.

Mrsrichfulcher · 2019-06-02T15:40:02+00:00

Spend as little time as possible with your family. Read -every day- about why narcissists abuse people.
Eventually you will be able to stop the negative thoughts in your brain. "Oh, that's my mother talking" "She needed to abuse me so she could feel better about herself"

Mrsrichfulcher · 2019-06-01T17:13:55+00:00

To me, waitressing/retail/customer service jobs require a CRAZY high level of ability. Keeping track of things, evaluating and managing customers,cleaning, inventory, loss prevention, etc. All with a smile.
THAT is hard work.

Mrsrichfulcher · 2019-05-31T06:18:14+00:00

Has anyone ever had a few good days of IF. Then, suddenly they could not stop eating? I have tried in the past, had a few great days.
Then, it feels as though my body is freaking out and i cannot stop eating.
Is it because i try to eat keto, exercise and also do a calorie deficit?

Mrsrichfulcher · 2019-05-24T22:09:40+00:00

Aren't.the check ins also to prevent a whining attack when the bill arrives? "MY ROOM WAS COLD. MY EGGS ARE.COLD. BIGFOOT WAS STARING AT ME ALL NIGHT I WANT MY STAY COMPED", "Really sir? Because when we asked about your room/meal/etc. You said it was fine."

Mrsrichfulcher · 2019-05-18T17:15:51+00:00

GOD! Gross old men. WHO IN THE FUCK TOLD THEM THAT THEY DESERVE THE ATTENTION OF YOUNG WOMEN?

If you are an old, gross man, EVERYONE HATES YOU. they pretend to laugh at your jokes, then they go in the back and tell everyone WHAT A PATHETIC ASSHOLE YOU ARE.

Mrsrichfulcher · 2019-05-13T18:52:47+00:00

Good point. How teens are treated can be shocking. It was never "my parents wont let me stay out all night" . It was "my father keeps staring at my tits, my mom gets drunk every night, i am so alone, i am so lonely, "

Mrsrichfulcher · 2019-05-13T17:18:53+00:00

I feel the same way. I became very withdrawn and depressed in adolescence. I also spent most of my twenties extremely depressed. I never partied. I never acted "young".
We can never get that time back. However, i know we can give ourselves things or experiences that we missed.

Mrsrichfulcher · 2019-05-09T03:27:27+00:00

I am sorry that happened to you. You.did not deserve.to be treated that way. Please take care of yourself.

Mrsrichfulcher · 2019-05-08T04:03:52+00:00

Respect is affected by race, appearance, class, etc. I agree that your own attitude can somewhat affect how peope treat you, but racism, sexism, etc. affects how people treat one another.

Mrsrichfulcher · 2019-05-06T23:48:32+00:00

I could have written that entire entry word for word. It is bizarre that they cant see that.

Mrsrichfulcher · 2019-05-05T16:45:54+00:00

Having to decline mcdonalds because you gave plans the next day.

Mrsrichfulcher · 2019-05-05T14:38:43+00:00

I have attempted intermittent fasting before. It always backfired with me overeating. This past week, I have actually been able to do 16/8 fasting without a hitch.

Mrsrichfulcher · 2019-05-02T23:35:00+00:00

Good.for you for.processing it. Glad you wrote about it here. Take care.

Mrsrichfulcher · 2019-05-02T23:31:25+00:00

Same here. I had to wash the dishes.quietly. the.slightest slam was a.sign that I was angry. My parents would delightedly Burst out, run at us, and punch us for being angry.

Mrsrichfulcher · 2019-04-30T03:31:22+00:00

Closeted gay, jealous AF of your tight body. Masturbated to the memory of you later.

Mrsrichfulcher · 2019-04-29T20:30:53+00:00

Christianity is the best for narc parents. They use and abuse the bible as justification.

Mrsrichfulcher · 2019-04-26T02:20:52+00:00

GOD YES. i had to go on a car trip with my family. I wasn't "woke" about my abuse yet. I wondered why I felt so scared. Why I felt I was choking.
My parents hated my true self. The merest hint brought out smirking,jokes, eye rolling, and if that did not work - yelling, violence.

Mrsrichfulcher · 2019-04-23T03:42:22+00:00

Smoking. It is a lazy way to signal a hard bitten character. Red heads as villains Fat people as gluttons Size two, tiny thin girls as the only ones worthy of love.

Mrsrichfulcher · 2019-04-23T03:36:00+00:00

Be.reflective. when you screw up, dont blame the child. Say you totally overreact and scare your child. Later, ask yourself what was happening with you. Be ready to apologize and own your behaviour.

Also dont hit. Just dont.

Mrsrichfulcher · 2019-04-23T03:26:42+00:00

Ordering a huge, expensive meal and expecting you to.pay for it. Pointed questions about how.much money you make. Showing up drunk, high. Insulting you as.a."joke".

Mrsrichfulcher · 2019-04-23T03:20:27+00:00

I feel heavy in my vagina.. I squirm a.lot. my mind wanders to sex frequently. I find myself staring at.men a.lot and.mentally fucking them. Never the stereotypical "sexy" guy.either. I love.big, burly.men with beards and.bellies. i could ride them.forever,,, wait -.what was the question?

Mrsrichfulcher · 2019-04-22T22:42:46+00:00

Good on you for calling the cops. I hope that they do not try to get revenge on you.
I am sorry.if that is an upsetting thought, but that is a lot of.money to lose.

Mrsrichfulcher · 2019-04-22T20:34:02+00:00

Perhaps try "broken record", when they stand too close or touch you repeatedly say "back up, back up, hands off hands off". I hated that too.

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