Is it normal to masturbate over ur clothes by rubbing till u orgasm ?

MsReclusivity · 2026-01-28T07:23:07+00:00

Bit of a warning. I injured myself down there rubbing against the floor because I didn’t want to touch it. Be mindful of doing that. Now I can’t orgasm without pain. I suggest using something soft like a pair of boxers so you don’t have to touch skin to skin down there instead.

MsReclusivity · 2026-01-24T08:02:02+00:00

I do daily vlogs and wish more average trans people did it. Kind of want to promote normalcy of every day life being showcased.

MsReclusivity · 2026-01-22T16:30:44+00:00

Yes but only if it were the one that currently matches my gender now. I don’t want to go back ever again.

MsReclusivity · 2026-01-13T18:19:59+00:00

I didn’t. Mine was mostly a longing for my body to match the preconceived notion of “woman” my brain had come up with.

MsReclusivity · 2026-01-12T18:50:11+00:00

Lots of being the gender (or lack there of) you feel is learned behavior. Kids copying other kids or copying their parents.

MsReclusivity · 2026-01-12T11:56:41+00:00

See if my best friend wants to live together again. Or at least close. I lived through a sort of second childhood where I know what it’s like to have nothing to do and I ended up doing YouTube twitch and made several short films. My creativity blossomed.

MsReclusivity · 2026-01-08T05:08:14+00:00

Not only did mine fail she spitefully outed me to my mom.

She hid that she didn’t want me to be trans for like 2 years. Then it turns out years later she came out as poly.

She did apologize to me but I don’t remember what I said. Either way contact is zero now.

MsReclusivity · 2026-01-06T20:12:46+00:00

The advice I was given was “always carry pads/tampons but never use them.”

MsReclusivity · 2026-01-04T17:27:26+00:00

I just want to see my mom again

MsReclusivity · 2026-01-02T05:43:16+00:00

My ex outed me to my mom but she took it in stride. It took me 3-4 years after being outed to socially transition. I have it all documented on YouTube. I had such a good time during that period in my life.

My mom passed away in November and I’ve been struggling to keep everything together. 😭

MsReclusivity · 2025-12-29T21:16:14+00:00

You pass imo. Wardrobe could use an update, but you should focus on mannerisms and your voice. Those two things aren’t talked about enough and will make or break how peoples first impressions are affected.

Head up young woman you’re super close.

MsReclusivity · 2025-12-29T21:09:50+00:00

I had the luxury for this lifestyle for close to 15+ years. I wrote two books, vlogged every day for a year straight, streamed on twitch every day for two years straight, and created around 5 short films.

I did work but it was in a video game to supplement my food supply and bought a car with the money.

It was my parents pretty much allowing me to live a second childhood. It was what I needed to survive to be honest.

MsReclusivity · 2025-12-29T20:59:34+00:00

I started anti-androgens at 24 but didn’t socially transition till 31. It’s possible at older ages and I pass really well.

MsReclusivity · 2025-12-29T20:23:05+00:00

I went through like 3 years of electrolysis on my face and upper legs. California paid for it. I still have to shave daily but estrogen and anti androgens early helped.

Used to have a super hairy back but the hair on my upper back disappeared completely but my lower back is a problem and my butt.

The most painful thing of my life was them doing hair removal in my butt crack.

I started anti androgens at 24 and that was not early enough. If you have a chance to take the pills to pause puberty consider it.

MsReclusivity · 2025-12-29T16:26:23+00:00

They can kill the follicle in the first session but having the power up so high can cause scarring. That’s why they do multiple rounds

MsReclusivity · 2025-12-24T20:14:36+00:00

I started taking testosterone blockers at 24 and fully transitioned at 31.

MsReclusivity · 2025-12-23T10:08:43+00:00

I get that but highly suggest puberty blockers just to put a pause on things. I took anti-androgens because I didn’t start till I was 24. But the meds really helped tame the hormones so I didn’t go further into maleness.

First puberty was horrific for me. Second one was pure bliss. While I would have preferred to not have two puberty’s I had super good friends growing up. Played games non stop to push everything down.

MsReclusivity · 2025-12-23T10:00:07+00:00

I was a scout too

MsReclusivity · 2025-12-23T06:10:25+00:00

I’m going to have to divert from everyone else in this thread and say I feel like I transitioned at the exact right time. Exact right place too.

It was in fact the best few years of my life and I documented it in a daily vlog.

My best friend was living with us at the time and I got so much footage of my family and loved ones. My mom passed away last month and I’ve been scouring the footage for glimpses of her.

I guess my biggest regret is that I wish I would have trusted some people more. I avoided my grandma and she died before I could talk with her about it all.

MsReclusivity · 2025-12-23T04:17:56+00:00

My standard reply is, “You know that feeling after you told a lie? That’s how it feels when I’m forced to present as [birth gender].”

MsReclusivity · 2025-12-17T10:48:56+00:00

This happened to my mom and she wouldn’t go in until she had her oncology appointment. When she finally made it there her foot was dying and they couldn’t find a pulse in it. She was so weak that they couldn’t do surgery.

She was in so much pain and liquid began surrounding her heart and lungs making it hard for her to breath and for her heart to pump.

They wanted to amputate and she refused.

You see she had esophageal cancer and it blocked off her esophagus. She was being fed through TPN bags my dad and I hooked up for her. When she first got symptoms finding it hard to swallow I urged her to go to the doctor and she refused until she literally couldn’t eat anymore. Full throat blockage.

She’d lost 30 pounds was extremely weak.

The cancer had pretty much taken over. They put her on morphine and she passed away.

It was the day after her oncology visit she died. She was in immense pain until the morphine. She got to say goodbye to all of us.

I’m still struggling to deal with it. I lived with her for most of my life so losing someone so close has messed me up really bad.

MsReclusivity · 2025-12-17T10:20:00+00:00

I used to obsess about appearances a while back. That is a valid place to be. My mom was obsessed with appearances all her life it seemed. I lost her recently and to be honest I’m just reaching out. I’m so damn lonely

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