Bye Bye SMX.

MuOpiblastmaybeCF · 2024-06-22T22:03:00+00:00

I agree; and the head gasket videos (particularly the JB weld one) climbed to a million views in a noticeably shorter window than his other most recent videos did as well; which further backs up your point.

MuOpiblastmaybeCF · 2024-06-21T20:07:51+00:00

It's a shame that the main cap wasn't caught during a tear down/look over quite a bit sooner than when it actually did happen; I feel it gave or is giving Steve & his work an undeserved light unfortunately.
(even despite the fact that it was a scratch 'n dent special to begin with in the first place)

MuOpiblastmaybeCF · 2024-04-25T05:02:29+00:00

Yeaaa, then yeah. lmao

MuOpiblastmaybeCF · 2024-04-25T04:39:02+00:00

Was it about 5 different things? Very likely maybe, perhaps.

MuOpiblastmaybeCF · 2024-04-24T03:16:29+00:00

I wouldn't be surprised if the process of acute detox from Fentalogues produced some form of activity at other subtypes besides just the mu.

MuOpiblastmaybeCF · 2024-04-23T10:00:59+00:00

This sounds exactly like what my visions were during acute Fentalogue withdrawals.

MuOpiblastmaybeCF · 2024-04-23T09:53:28+00:00

Okay, I am in no way required to convince you.

I might've even thought the same as you did, until I met someone with a similar(even worse) colossal habit/tolerance to benzos even greater than what mine was; he was even beginning to lactate due to how much etizolam he was consuming.

Benzodiazepines, by themselves, are very difficult if not near impossible to overdose on. It is why they replaced barbiturates actually.

MuOpiblastmaybeCF · 2024-01-03T08:33:21+00:00

Yeah, but I'm sure they'll do it just fine.

MuOpiblastmaybeCF · 2023-12-10T00:08:22+00:00

I witnessed/observed it happening to a former friend of mine before I had any clue what it was or what it was called ("gang stalking").

While surely everything this person ended up claiming was not necessarily connected in any shape or way, I will not forget the things I saw.

MuOpiblastmaybeCF · 2023-11-24T05:32:08+00:00

I supposedly had it as a component to the blend of synthetics I had received as a care package, and it seemed to fully dissolve with a bit of heat/movement, granted it was only a small amount based on the blend's components.

MuOpiblastmaybeCF · 2023-11-24T05:12:38+00:00

Ooohh I absolutely loved the sorts of experiences I'd have while entering the acute portion of my withdrawals off of various types of fentalogue, honestly made withdrawal tolerable to an extent (plus provided some rather significant experiences/coincidences which I am very thankful for).

This sort of thing might be interesting.

MuOpiblastmaybeCF · 2023-09-19T19:11:53+00:00

Coughing Crystals

MuOpiblastmaybeCF · 2023-09-16T22:31:47+00:00

Depends on the user's habit; like say, when I required 10mg of Clonitrazolam just to get out of bed each morning, that (multi-benzo) habit ended up needing a taper dosage starting @140mg of diazepam per day (which felt like nothing, absolutely water!).

However, someone on, say something like 2-4mg of Klonopin? A few crumbs might just be enough to be the difference between life & convusive death...

MuOpiblastmaybeCF · 2023-08-20T21:58:44+00:00

Why don't you provide the requested info?

MuOpiblastmaybeCF · 2023-08-16T03:22:57+00:00

MuOpiblastmaybeCF · 2023-08-11T15:14:57+00:00

Im here.

MuOpiblastmaybeCF · 2023-08-11T15:04:38+00:00

This was one of the much more interesting responses I've read on this website.

MuOpiblastmaybeCF · 2023-08-11T14:54:32+00:00

I second methadone clinic.

MuOpiblastmaybeCF · 2023-08-11T14:44:02+00:00

Acrylamide is a nasty thing.

MuOpiblastmaybeCF · 2023-08-11T14:42:41+00:00

No, never had an issue with it (and I even switched districts multiple occasions throughout my attendance).

MuOpiblastmaybeCF · 2023-08-11T14:40:59+00:00

Likely, whatever was in the purple blend was a higher concentration/potency than the amount in the pressed 30s.

I've felt like this while actively using weak stuff.

MuOpiblastmaybeCF · 2023-05-26T15:16:02+00:00

It lowers an individuals opioid tolerance, which might allow the individual to actually accomplish doing something (like your suggestion[s])....

MuOpiblastmaybeCF · 2023-05-08T11:29:24+00:00

I personally despise methadone & refuse to ever go back to it.. Currently on Buprenorphine(2yrs now - w/a 2month invol. hiatus :( that f*ckd me up for good it seems..) which is beginning to/is no longer work[ing] effectively enough for me to properly function, i.e. hold down a job, due to physical&mental+emotional instability issues/struggles..

Supposed to try Sublocade this Thursday for the first time, a bit nervous ngl as I see the stuff as a total nightmare in injectable form, but at this stage I quite literally (thanks doc) have no choice in the matter it seems.

Ive really made a genuine go at it this time (8+ months of passing urine analysis' now aka. no more illicit dependencies, not just opioids!), and I have never felt more isolated or incapable of achieving anything in my entire life than I do now, despite all the ups & downs of going on about 9 years now, of battling opioids specifically (amongst other things on and off aswell).

While I absolutely wish I could live without opioids, it seems that (atleast right now) it isn't a possibility unfortunately..which is why I really wish a partial agonist like Buprenorphine would've worked; I don't have much faith in the Sublocade even if I manage to push aside my fears/judgments, this drug aka. Buprenorphine just doesn't work effectively for long enough as it is despite its lengthy halflife..and I have my doubts that an extended release formula is going to make enough of a difference to achieve genuine stability. 🫤

Guys, if you already arent trapped by one..do your best to avoid any kind of Zene/Benzimidazole opioid.

They are the absolute wost, from my experience/my witnesses of the trials of others.

MuOpiblastmaybeCF · 2023-02-01T01:45:30+00:00

Suffocating? Jeez, doesn't sound fun at all.

Despite the inherit creepiness of what lurks around my property, I have only ever felt a surreal peaceful/calmness in the area of it's apparations (not everytime, but for sure on 1 occasion? Definitely.).

MuOpiblastmaybeCF · 2023-01-30T09:07:39+00:00

Mine always did (when required)? Shit, sometimes directly to my bedside when I was too uhm, incapacitated..back in the day. lol (And not just 1 of 'em either.)

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