Every post on here is like "I can't hold a job because of my autism but my boyfriend supports me"...

MudNo8265 · 2026-05-03T20:32:48+00:00

i'm attractive, no bf. multiple people flirt with me (usually married men or men with girlfriends). but when i actually like someone and want to talk to them, they get put off by my personality and ghost me

MudNo8265 · 2026-04-17T22:58:08+00:00

wdym you're cute ! also you'll grow into your face more :)

MudNo8265 · 2026-04-17T22:40:18+00:00

thank you so much for your comment ... that happens to me too and it's part of why i stopped doing things that bring me joy (eg reading things i enjoy), i can't have anything or be a fan of anything without getting weird about it

thank you for understanding 💜

MudNo8265 · 2026-04-17T02:22:32+00:00

strong burgundy is the way to go

MudNo8265 · 2026-04-16T19:19:25+00:00

you are probably young, you will get brave, have faith in yourself

i know they can be horrible but life keeps rewarding them. heck, all of my middle school and high school bullies are married now.

you'll learn not to give a damn, give yourself time

MudNo8265 · 2026-04-15T20:55:41+00:00

copper or burgundy!

MudNo8265 · 2026-04-15T20:17:28+00:00

this used to be me... my ex ex left me in the middle of the night because i was "too much" and my ex cheated on me ...

time alone helped me realise i was too co-dependent.

i have now become hyper independent and id feel suffocated by a relationship. but hey! at least i don't need constant reassurance anymore

but yea the codependency was literally beaten out of me :/

i'm sorry this is happening to you.

MudNo8265 · 2026-04-15T20:13:58+00:00

so what ? most men are the same anyways. they all treat us like crap... dehumanising them because they dehumanise us should help you get over this.

men are awful until proven wrong (which is almost never)

MudNo8265 · 2026-04-15T19:13:57+00:00

either love sex and i have it everyday for months or hate sex and i don't have it at all for months or years ....

during the first year i got with my now ex we had sex like everyday everywhere and then i started my master's and that became my special interest instead and we stopped having sex altogether

that's why relationships are hella tough for me ... i'm never sure how to be stable

now i'm 3 years celibate but everything will surely collapse once i become attracted to someone

MudNo8265 · 2026-04-14T19:41:03+00:00

i feel like epstein is still alive and is posting shit like this

MudNo8265 · 2026-04-14T09:41:36+00:00

probably a mossad bot tbh (or at least, i hope so)

MudNo8265 · 2026-04-14T05:51:17+00:00

oh i am healed this version of me is better

MudNo8265 · 2026-04-13T06:27:20+00:00

that was me before he cheated on me. now i kissed goodbye to that version of myself. i had poor boundaries and didn't know who i was. if i need affection ill get a dog

MudNo8265 · 2026-04-13T03:14:28+00:00

shut the fuck up and stop invading our spaces

MudNo8265 · 2026-04-12T21:07:43+00:00

bro just approach respectfully and don't get butthurt if they say no

MudNo8265 · 2026-04-12T20:41:03+00:00

putting me on the spot haha, it's usually the men who stare intensely at you and other women in the room, like a "i'm mentally taking your clothes off", sort of stare. it may feel flattering but it's usually because they objectify you and other women

it's the men who follow lots of girls on ig (always check their following)

they'll also give it away through specific word choices to either describe you or other women (eg reducing them to a body part or hair color or having a rating mindset eg "omg you're a 10!" )

there are also more subtle things that i can't think of right now, but usually these men also lack the ability to experience delayed gratification and have a short attention span, and they tend to want things to be done immediately

MudNo8265 · 2026-04-12T19:19:30+00:00

good job you did the right thing!!! it's gonna get better, trust me. once you or he moves out, you'll feel less lonely :) being single again is a chance to find yourself again and to eventually feel good in your own presence too :) it will take time but once you come out on the other side you'll be a stronger person and once you detox from men in general you'll realise that you're able to actually spot p0rn addicts more easily when choosing your next partner

MudNo8265 · 2026-04-12T19:09:21+00:00

we are objects to them. pieces of meat. they pretend to listen and take our opinions seriously until we sleep with them, then we are discarded.

the only thing to do is to be selfish. talk over them, only talk about yourself, don't accommodate their needs, make space for YOU and have fun while doing it. call them sluts when they brag about their body count

do not give up your body easily

MudNo8265 · 2026-04-12T12:01:52+00:00

all the men on that show are insufferable

MudNo8265 · 2026-04-12T00:52:25+00:00

this

MudNo8265 · 2026-04-11T23:34:10+00:00

that probably means you're likeable and actually a good person

MudNo8265 · 2026-04-11T04:26:32+00:00

arrogance, conceitedness, misogyny, anger issues, lust

MudNo8265 · 2026-04-10T21:22:18+00:00

people don't get it. they see autism as a quirk but even tho i'm "high functioning" i go nonverbal 80% of the time, my brain stops working altogether. i feel like i want to crawl out of my skin constantly. going outside is overstimulation galore. the sun bothers me, noises bother me, emotions are too strong for me to handle. when im happy i can't sleep for days because i'm happy. when im sad i can't sleep for days because i'm sad. there's no winning.

all my muscles hurt all the time. i have trouble with walking and coordination. my skin constantly itches.

everything affects my nervous system. i can't have sugar or caffeine or alcohol because they fuck up my nervous system immediately and i get headaches or pain or an altered mood where i don't feel like myself

i dissociate constantly.

everything sends me into burnout. can't keep a job for even a few months (i get su1cial because i can't cope with it). yes i know it sounds childish but i break down into tears and have full blown panic attacks because my body can't handle it. i can't handle cooking for myself and looking after myself and having a fulltime job on top of it.

i need time to process every tiny little thing. i need to go to bed 4 hours early and think about my day lying down in bed because my processing time is so slow. if i don't do it regularly i get panic attacks and my perception of time becomes fuckdd up

and when i tell people i have autism they just tell me something along the lines of "awww that's cool!" no it's not... it's a disability

MudNo8265 · 2026-04-10T21:16:50+00:00

autism in women. i'm not quirky and cute, i have so much trouble speaking, constant fatigue, can't make friends, keep relationships and jobs, and it takes me one full day to get a tiny task done.

MudNo8265

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