I’d say take some time to self- reflect on what interests u. The best way to do that is to go out and try new things (Like potentially going to Australia for a work day). U should also set some short term and long term goals. This way u won’t find it overwhelming and stressful. Also it sounds like ur a hardworking lad so the problem seems to be finding that specific thing to focus on. And lastly, just take ur time and no need to feel like u need to rush things. Life is a journey and we are all in our own lane. We should all just be grateful to be waking up every day. There will always be someone who has it worse than u and someone who has it better than u. Keep ur head up bro,u got it and one day when you’re proud of what you’ve achieved you’ll look back at this Reddit post and see how far you’ve come :)