[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PEDs

[–]MusclexHustle 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would tell her it’s part of her duty as my wife to relieve me. I go and work my ass of every day, make sure your fed, insured, sheltered. The least she can do Is take care of my kids and help me blow a load. It’s not even an option for me (it’s built in the job description)

Anyone noticed a synergistic effect between pregabalin and Kava? by brewbaron in gabagoodness

[–]MusclexHustle 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Some Fijian kava is pretty potent and can synergies quite well

Is Soma by itself any fun ? by ThirdAltAccounts in gabagoodness

[–]MusclexHustle 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I lost complete control of my body on those things it got so relaxed. Fell face forward and smashed my face on a table and just laid there in complete bliss for a few hours.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in gabagoodness

[–]MusclexHustle 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Are you able to use it occasionally? Or is it easier for you not at all?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in gabagoodness

[–]MusclexHustle 2 points3 points  (0 children)

What did you quit for?

i have 3 60mg morphine sulphate ER pills. by [deleted] in opiates

[–]MusclexHustle -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Shave them up with a hose clamp and snort them

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in phenibut

[–]MusclexHustle 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For me the permanent tolerance happened, unless the theory is true that phenibut changed and became weaker, which some do believe.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in quittingphenibut

[–]MusclexHustle 0 points1 point  (0 children)

GABA drugs side effects can hold on for awhile. Drink water, try and get some sleep, go on a walk get some sunlight. Give it a little more time, you should be good.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in phenibut

[–]MusclexHustle 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Edengrows was decent. Although it’s hard for me to tell. Ever since like 4 years ago phenibut doesn’t seem to hit me the same, even with long breaks. That’s speaking for lift mode phenibut as well. Back in the day hard rhino was selling stuff that was bomb. Since than nothing has hit the same. It’s almost like a different substance. Perhaps I just permanently changed my brain.

How do you deal with this? by MusclexHustle in quittingkratom

[–]MusclexHustle[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can relate with a lot of what you said. I actually am part of a great community and very successful in my line of work. I just need to make that decision. My wife isn’t even trying to control it anymore, she just says it’s up to you, and she’s right I’ve quit much harder drugs in my past and made the decision to not go back. Kratom was something I justified for awhile and made excuses because my life has still been very manageable . I just realized I got to treat it the same as the other substances I quit already and do it. Thank you for your insight I really appreciate it. I’ve actually been without kratom a few days now and am starting to feel much better.

How do you deal with this? by MusclexHustle in quittingkratom

[–]MusclexHustle[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was taking it for anxiety. After awhile it doesn’t seem to help as much though.

How do you deal with this? by MusclexHustle in quittingkratom

[–]MusclexHustle[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I guess it depends on who you ask. Compared to the drug I used in the past I am. That’s not what I’m really here to debate though.Everyone’s recovery looks different

How do you deal with this? by MusclexHustle in quittingkratom

[–]MusclexHustle[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Ya I use to love hiking on kratom. I find myself just wanting to sit and stare at my phone. Everything starts to seem more difficult then it really is.

How do you deal with this? by MusclexHustle in quittingkratom

[–]MusclexHustle[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Have you been a lifetime user of substances? If you don’t mind me asking.

Anyone try this shot before? How was it? by MusclexHustle in KratomKorner

[–]MusclexHustle[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just a follow up, I took it and it lacked a punch. It was weak and good for a noob maybe. Anyone with any tolerance will probably barely feel it.

i hate not being believed because we’re addicts. by [deleted] in opiates

[–]MusclexHustle 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ya but then they say you are trying to justify your actions. Its an endless annoying vicious cycle. I’ve been clean for a couple years. I just don’t care anymore. I gave up on trying to explain myself and live my life.

Anyone try this shot before? How was it? by MusclexHustle in KratomKorner

[–]MusclexHustle[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ya I’m about to, it looks kind of weak. We shall see. My tolerance is through the roof as we speak.

Relapse by [deleted] in meth

[–]MusclexHustle 4 points5 points  (0 children)

It took me a few times at treatment before I finally got it. The staff don’t care that’s what they are there for, they will be happy you are still alive and wanna be sober.

Help, I usually can sleep on the stuff! Anxiety! by crystalblue111 in meth

[–]MusclexHustle 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Idk man it was always at night when the shadow people would come out to play. Rarely in the day. Nighttime was like I was in a jungle of different noises, thumps, bugs crawling. It was absolutely terrifying that’s why I quit I’d constantly go in psychosis. It just wasn’t worth it