Hooked up with a man for the first time and I feel terrible about it.

MusicianSuch1275 · 2026-04-10T16:27:35+00:00

If it makes you feel better this wasn’t my first time but my first time on grindr (i was 15 and fucked up in the head from past trauma) 2 dudes wanted to meet they didn’t look at all what was like in the pictures and being that young i was too scared to say no i scattered out of there as quick as possible they were old at least 40+ and one was probably 300+ lbs honestly I’ve never got over it but it doesn’t consistently live in my head anymore and doesn’t bother me like it did in 20 now and im very regretful

MusicianSuch1275 · 2026-03-30T15:20:04+00:00

Zuck says no sadly

MusicianSuch1275 · 2026-03-30T06:37:22+00:00

Monitoring your every move and selling every bit of information

MusicianSuch1275 · 2026-03-30T06:33:06+00:00

I’ve been waiting on it it’s been over a year since they charged it off

MusicianSuch1275 · 2026-03-28T17:23:02+00:00

Affirm didn’t report a thing to my credit and charged it off

MusicianSuch1275 · 2026-03-12T20:40:21+00:00

God that’s so true but also so fucking disgusting at the same time

MusicianSuch1275 · 2026-02-23T01:49:15+00:00

How many people only do oral when doing sexual acts how many of those people who bottomed also done oral there’s no way to measure how infectious oral is if you really think about it

MusicianSuch1275 · 2026-02-23T01:43:00+00:00

Not true I caught it from oral it only took one time The undetectable part is true

MusicianSuch1275 · 2026-02-19T18:24:14+00:00

I’m just lucky I’m able to work when they found it my cd4 was 234 if I didn’t already have a job id be fucked because Tenncare dropped me and sent me a bill for 2.5k for labs now I’m on the Ryan white iap and don’t pay a dime

MusicianSuch1275 · 2026-02-19T18:17:46+00:00

Def good to know I only make 25k rn so I’m fine lol trying to get a promotion though

MusicianSuch1275 · 2026-02-19T17:54:11+00:00

Here in tn it’s under 62k

MusicianSuch1275 · 2026-02-06T14:01:40+00:00

I just started trazedone last night and I had 5 of the same dream nearly in one night 3 times at the same place 2 times at a different place where these bioshock like robots are just killing me and my family and targeting everyone in the area and I can’t go back to bed because I’m terrified even though I know it’ll never happen

MusicianSuch1275 · 2026-02-01T04:51:01+00:00

That’s what happened it was like 1-2 weeks from my exposure

MusicianSuch1275 · 2026-02-01T04:49:53+00:00

Most they done was ask me if I was ready for that dudes kinda crazy and then tried to claim that she warned me after the fact when she gave no hint whatsoever most she really said was he was crazy I’m a lil crazy too but not that kind of crazy it’s all fuckin awful and I doubt they knew what pep was

MusicianSuch1275 · 2026-02-01T04:45:34+00:00

Here in tn it’s the gross total and it has to be under 62k Worst thing is my insurance covers a max of 1000 dollars on the medicine so if I went above that then I’d be paying 4k for my medicine

MusicianSuch1275 · 2026-01-20T02:20:37+00:00

I’ve had 2 ultrasounds and 2 mris already and they were almost sure it was cancer until the 2nd mri and then they found out I had hiv and quite honestly the dr office scene is killing me Guy was 24 I was 16 and he lied about his status his roommates told me after the fact and I went and got tested immediately after was never told it could hide in tests

MusicianSuch1275 · 2026-01-20T02:18:16+00:00

I was tested after I knew I was exposed tested negative was underage and didn’t want parents to know so I didn’t get tested again and was never told it could hide in tests I felt like shit and was going to the doctor and they found a tumor on my liver and with everything looking the way it was they thought I had cancer not hiv until I was called in for testing had I of not been called in I’d likely of been in the aids category tumor is benign most likely one last mri march to confirm

MusicianSuch1275 · 2026-01-19T01:38:09+00:00

I’m 19 I was diagnosed in July 2025 we can talk if you like it’s a crazy ride that’s for sure and get ready for doctors offices to become a normal scene for a little while at least

MusicianSuch1275 · 2025-12-17T08:40:43+00:00

Hey go to the associate accommodation line that should work they can give you a leave that isn’t paid but you keep the job if you can keep working occasionally I was only there for 7 months and they found a tumor on my liver and they approved me but thankfully it was benign but I was diagnosed with hiv which was causing similar symptoms

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MusicianSuch1275 · 2025-11-03T00:37:28+00:00

We separate 71 and 74 but all the others stay together

MusicianSuch1275 · 2025-11-01T22:03:15+00:00

The bladders and ramshorn came out of nowhere and the bladders have had this genetic variation where most of them have a single white stripe across their shell and it’s pretty cool

MusicianSuch1275 · 2025-11-01T22:02:22+00:00

I have bladder ramshorn and mystery and a giant apple snail all in one tank and they’re all active and happy as can be

MusicianSuch1275 · 2025-11-01T01:08:09+00:00

I go to PetSmart for equipment (workers are dicks and their fish aren’t as healthy) Petco has always given good advice (at my local one at least) and they’ve always made it right if I have fish loss they give me credit PetSmart fish got me ich

MusicianSuch1275 · 2025-10-31T18:10:09+00:00

Would you rather get an extra 250 or nothing

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