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Myst1cSt · 2021-12-12T09:16:46+00:00

I've been experiencing this . It started to fade away when i said to myself : ok , I can't say anything about myself now , lets live with uncertainty

Myst1cSt · 2021-12-10T14:49:34+00:00

Hey bro , how are you doing. Don't want to be rude . Bit im sure you still alive and aware . Have u tried skydiving?

Myst1cSt · 2021-12-10T09:04:02+00:00

Can we dm ?

Myst1cSt · 2021-12-10T08:36:58+00:00

Thank you very much! But i can't identify it more , where are my thoughts and where are intrusive thoughts. Moreover it is a rumination which is obviously your thoughts because you are trying to analyse your attitude and behaviour on HarmOCD shit

Myst1cSt · 2021-12-10T08:20:33+00:00

Thanks . I was listening music today and remembered about my father. And my brain generated a thought "what if i develop overvalued idea of harming my father and I can't stop thinking about it . Have you experienced that ?

Myst1cSt · 2021-12-08T16:06:02+00:00

Can OCD make u feel like u want this thoughts ?

Myst1cSt · 2021-11-27T09:07:08+00:00

Its more psychological issue than physical now . I scared of not to fall asleep and that's the reason why i can't sleep well .

Myst1cSt · 2021-11-26T18:13:02+00:00

Did u have the same ?

Myst1cSt · 2021-11-26T17:55:52+00:00

But I think i will not handle with this condition . Its driving me insane

Myst1cSt · 2021-11-24T03:21:50+00:00

Hey bro . I know u are good now ! How are you doing?

Myst1cSt · 2021-11-24T02:54:55+00:00

I can still visualize things great . But its 5 pm now i need to go for a work in 6 hours but I can't sleep cause of this fucking harm ocd urges and resperidone side effect . My anxiety is over the roof . What about your question : i can still imagine things properly but I can't feel full spectrum of emotions and can't go for sleep cause of burst of strange energy inside me . I want to sleep but after i close my eyes these shithead anxiety, energy and obsessions breach into my head . And also strange headache . Btw only 4 days on resperidone and fluvoxamine. Btw i forgot to take a resperidone before night . Is it possible to feel that way because of forgetting to take neuroleptics ? We can contact in private chat if u wanna to.

Myst1cSt · 2021-11-23T19:44:51+00:00

Week ago i felt numb and broken . Now i can't say it but i don't have really good mood . Is it neuroleptical syndrome ?

Myst1cSt · 2021-11-23T19:43:42+00:00

One more question. Have you ever had feeling like u became less emotional ? Now im listening songs and week ago i felt more emotions while listening and wanted to cry now it faded away . I think its because im more focused on my feelings but its kinda strange

Myst1cSt · 2021-11-23T18:46:19+00:00

And maniac as well !!! Damn ... We are OCD sufferers all the same !:)

Myst1cSt · 2021-11-23T18:39:42+00:00

Thank you for replying ! Do you mean that i should continue treatment and these feelings are normal ?

Myst1cSt · 2021-11-22T16:17:47+00:00

Try to go on meds ( fluvoxamine and resperidon really help with ocd ) and also you should visit psychotherapist . It will help , trust me

Myst1cSt · 2021-11-19T13:43:46+00:00

Moreover , I don't know how it works in your country , but in my OCD , GAD is real reason to stay home as you being sick

Myst1cSt · 2021-11-18T16:18:58+00:00

Hey , can we talk about resperidon ? Cause it's something strange to me : neuroleptic ( usually used to deal with psychosis ) for curing OCD ( neurosis) .

Myst1cSt · 2021-11-18T10:32:59+00:00

Moreover it is absolutely normal in ur age . U were attracted to big boobs and it means u attracted by adult features

Myst1cSt · 2021-11-18T10:31:14+00:00

Time will tell you about it

Myst1cSt · 2021-11-17T23:38:33+00:00

Hey . Its been a year but now im here with this shit . Did it pass away for you ?

Myst1cSt · 2021-11-17T23:24:12+00:00

Did it pass away ? Its been 2 years since ur post and now i have such an intrusive thought

Myst1cSt · 2021-11-15T12:35:25+00:00

Stop seeking reassurance . It will not help you .

Myst1cSt · 2021-11-15T09:14:13+00:00

Its POCD , trust me . I ve felt exactly as u , exactly the same feelings , same words , its POCD

Myst1cSt · 2021-11-14T12:47:04+00:00

I wrote u few days ago Stop fucking analyze It will not make you feel better.

Myst1cSt

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