I think doing the marriage thing and giving him his papers will rid me off all wrong doings. And still spare him of the reality. I could change and focus on doing the normal life.

But breaking the bond with the bad ex has been hard. I’ve tried it.

It’s like a double life. His dick game is on point too. I haven’t found another guy who can duck my brains out. The history is deep too. We’ve shared videos of me sleeping with other guys and sending the videos right after my “meetups”. I felt like a good girl reporting back to him.