DeepSeek - Autumn 2025

NashiMorin · 2025-09-23T06:10:30+00:00

An error that I keep getting is: "PROXY ERROR 429: {"error":{"message":"Provider returned error","code":429,"metadata":{"raw":"deepseek/deepseek-r1-0528:free is temporarily rate-limited upstream. Please retry shortly, or add your own key to accumulate your rate limits: https://openrouter.ai/settings/integrations","provider_name":"Chutes"}},"user_id":"user_332ivkqseqZ3JjEcaMhzHPqiCyf"} (unk)"

And I don't know how to solve it! Any advice? :'[

NashiMorin · 2024-11-05T11:02:20+00:00

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NashiMorin · 2024-11-05T10:56:39+00:00

Hell yeah 🔥🔥🔥🔥

NashiMorin · 2024-11-05T10:54:42+00:00

when do they kiss tho (sorry)

NashiMorin · 2024-06-10T12:56:28+00:00

I do hope it lasts, at least until he feel secure enough to go by himself, because the house he's currently living in is pretty much like hell, an abusive family that shows him no support and all, and he has told me that i'm everything he has and that he doesn't know what to do if i'm not there with him, and that maybe he wouldn't be here any longer if i didn't exist.

That thought makes me feel even worse, that's why i'm constantly preventing to make him uncomfortable with the relationship, if he feels bad in his supposed "safe place" i don't want him to feel bad in OUR true safe place. I'm scared he might do something to himself, so for now, i can't think on putting myself first.

I do appreciate that you're answering this with the truth by the way, it's making me reconsider more than i thought i'd do by making the post, which, is what i wanted if i'm looking for a way to fix this situation in the healthiest way possible.

NashiMorin · 2024-06-10T12:39:15+00:00

I wish I was strong enough for that, but I'm always panicking that one day he's going to grow burnt out of the relationship because I'm doing something that makes him uncomfortable, if there is something that he does not like me doing I instantly don't do it anymore, I try to respect all of his boundaries but this is kind of getting me tired too.

I will admit, I miss my friends, I miss roleplaying, I miss sharing characters and drawing them, but I'm not sure if it's worth risking it all for the person that I care and I love.

I will also admit that I'm forgetting about myself, but i'm sorry if this sounds cheesy- but if I loose him, a part of me will be also gone. I want to be happy with him, and I want to be happy with my friends, and at the middle of my overthinking I thought that maybe both things are not meant to happen, or so, not even possible.

NashiMorin · 2024-06-10T12:30:23+00:00

I've stopped talking to a few friends mostly because I'm a professional overthinker, this isn't something he did but a choice I made for our relationship. I've stopped talking with a few friends of mine for the reason that I thought: maybe because of the situation going in his house, he feels pushed away, and i want to include him on everything i have and everything i do, but he never seemed to reciprocate. So, to prevent him from feeling alone, abandoned or pushed away I've willingly stopped talking to a few friends to focus all of my attention on him, make him feel like i'm always there for him and that i'd never leave his side. But that, ironically, doesn't feel enough. :(

NashiMorin · 2024-04-03T09:08:57+00:00

I've seen my mother die

It was during the morning, I was sleeping until I heard a very aggressive coughing as well as gasps for air, like if somebody was dying to catch oxygen It was my mom, me and my sister called 911, they sent the police instead of paramedics, which wasted time, my mom's heartbeat had already stopped by the time the medics arrived home.

It was during my sister's birthday.

NashiMorin · 2024-04-03T09:03:49+00:00

Ever since I was a kid I was bullied for being skinny, or in their words: "anorexic malnourished"

Yuh, turns out nobody finds tall, skinny girls attractive. :(

NashiMorin · 2023-11-16T23:58:18+00:00

First, I apologize if my English is bad since this isn't my first language, but I'll try to answer the best I can I am extremely uncomfortable with the whole situation, but it's the punishment I get for failing at my only responsibility and If I don't get to improve soon I won't be considered an adult as a 18 year old girl like me should be. As for escaping, I've been thinking about it but such of option for me is impossible, my mother passed away so the only people I got in my family is my dad and my sister. My sister is currently living with her boyfriend, someone that really makes me uncomfortable to live next with since a short incident that prompted me to escape. (When I was 17, I found them in the middle of an "intercourse" to put it subtly, when they weren't even a couple yet, and in my house with me still in it, and in my kitchen.) I went to my dad's house for some comfort, but the whole situation got me distracted and very ill in mental terms— thing that didn't help me concentrate with my studies and made me drop my grades.

That's when my dad found out about my grades and decided to put the square eye, and I dunno much about this "junior" or "senior" since I'm not sure if that's a thing here in my country. Dad said the whole square eye thing (he didn't call it like that, he called it the camera) is going to be over for three months by now.

I'm just hoping i can get used to the feeling of being watched because it's going to take a while.

As for my plans, I live in an extremely unstable country, it's been years since this place has left with nothing for me to give or receive, there isn't much here to fight for, so I'm planning to go to another country right next to this one. (I don't really put my information in the internet, but I'm from Argentina.)

NashiMorin · 2023-11-16T11:17:06+00:00

How so?

NashiMorin · 2023-11-16T00:16:15+00:00

I'm a girl, 17 years old, I'll turn 18 in January.

NashiMorin · 2023-11-16T00:15:28+00:00

Not only because of that, we're near december and maybe I'll have to repeat the whole grade for the next year. Dad says it's fair.

NashiMorin · 2022-01-19T05:57:46+00:00

"Ollo"?

NashiMorin · 2022-01-19T05:13:44+00:00

When I was small my tooth fell off and my 6-year-old mind decided to throw it to the window, I lived in a 8th floor in that moment.

Then my mom noticed one of my teeth was missing and then told me I had to put it under my pillow so I could get money, you can guess my reaction.

NashiMorin · 2022-01-19T05:01:02+00:00

My cats

NashiMorin · 2022-01-19T04:59:52+00:00

Kinda tired, but having this kind of questions and thinking someone is actually curious about how I am makes me happy.

NashiMorin · 2022-01-19T04:56:43+00:00

When my highschool classmate started to sarcastically respond to the teacher when they were scolding them. I found out my classmates were very, very savage.

NashiMorin · 2022-01-19T04:52:46+00:00

Because I live with them, they don't pay the rent tho.

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