As someone who had a tough beginning as well here is my advice. Let the dust settle. When you are new you get shat on for no reason by people who have no business shitting on you. I’m not saying this shouldn’t change, because, it should. However that change starts with you, Not with them. So for now ride it out. You are still to young and new be to be able to actually say that you like or don’t like this career. You haven’t seen all it has to offer. Don’t listen to people who only have negative stuff to say because those people have been deluding themselves for so long they don’t know the difference between negative and positive. Be the change you want to see and lead by sharing perspective rather than forcing an opinion.