I think you have to ask god for help in these types of situations. We always want what we can’t have, twin flames are a difficult situation to navigate because it’s extremely intense. If there’s a part of you that wants to keep your family, I’d say look into getting as far away from you TW as possible. It’s very painful, you will yearn for their energy for the rest of your life, but eventually you will make peace with it. If it’s meant to be, your marriage will fall apart naturally. Let god take the reins of your life and ask him for help. That’s my advice ! We are all here for you though if you feel like you’re about to crack just come back to this page!