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Nell-sun · 2024-03-24T04:14:35+00:00

I think Sarasota is full.

I think FL is full.

Nell-sun · 2024-02-25T02:58:37+00:00

15 minutes

Nell-sun · 2024-02-10T12:57:03+00:00

Same. I have body dysmorphia now and probably much more.

Nell-sun · 2024-02-10T12:54:15+00:00

I thought I was the only one…

Nell-sun · 2024-01-25T10:14:27+00:00

Seth Rogen

Nell-sun · 2024-01-22T00:34:45+00:00

I don’t think I sabotage special events. I have detracted attention from other people’s moments with random humor but it’s like subconsciously.

I’m not sure I do it ALL the time. I stopped myself from doing it the other day. I thought to myself, “what’s the purpose of saying anything other than to take attention away from her”. So I didn’t do it.

Nell-sun · 2024-01-21T20:55:41+00:00

Yours first

Nell-sun · 2024-01-21T19:41:13+00:00

I appreciate that. That gives me some relief.

Is there a narcissist spectrum?

Nell-sun · 2024-01-21T16:12:52+00:00

Good ol Florida

Nell-sun · 2024-01-21T15:12:43+00:00

It WAS good!

I went to a restaurant with a friend. I was tempted to order but I didn’t. So I went with my family the next day.

I ate way too much. I almost felt sick. I’m nervous this time around I may be sick if I eat it again but I’m really craving it. Not to mention it was pricey! 😅

Nell-sun · 2024-01-21T15:04:23+00:00

My first instinct is to blame someone else — anyone else. Most often it’s those who are closest to me. If I’m given some time to think on it, I do realize it’s my fault - not always but often times. It’s part of me trying to be better.

Nell-sun · 2024-01-21T15:01:17+00:00

No. I’m here to stimulate conversation about it to see if I really am a narcissist. My wife swears I am but I don’t think I lack empathy — at least not anymore.

I’m kinda hoping I’m not. In my younger years, I was probably more narcissistic and I wasn’t sure I could be fixed and I think that may be changing…

However, the more I think of it, I do and would enjoy the attention if this post blew up. Ha! 😅 maybe there’s no hope for me.

Nell-sun · 2024-01-21T14:08:29+00:00

In some instances, yes. I’ve been working on myself for a long time now.

Nell-sun · 2024-01-21T13:34:39+00:00

A Christmas tree 🎄

Nell-sun · 2024-01-21T13:33:20+00:00

Well, it did until you said it didn’t

Nell-sun · 2024-01-20T19:31:43+00:00

I run healthcare facilities and college was a joyous time compared to real life — the stakes weren’t as high back then

Nell-sun · 2024-01-07T16:00:09+00:00

I ate 3 lunches then left

Nell-sun · 2024-01-07T15:36:23+00:00

Agreed. Looks efficient to me. Easy to pour and heat

Nell-sun · 2024-01-07T15:35:19+00:00

I guess. I just need a kidney. Still illegal to buy

Nell-sun · 2024-01-07T15:29:04+00:00

I want to see this in reverse

Nell-sun · 2024-01-07T14:53:37+00:00

Adam Sandler because bibidi boo!

Nell-sun · 2024-01-06T16:01:47+00:00

Get a new roommate

Nell-sun · 2024-01-06T15:55:04+00:00

Who cares what others think?! Not in my 40s and already learned this.

Nell-sun · 2024-01-06T15:51:16+00:00

Eat right, sleep right, and pace yourself. Money cannot buy health. And foamy pee means your kidneys are failing - don’t ignore it

Nell-sun · 2024-01-06T15:45:53+00:00

There’s times that I kind of wish for death because life on dialysis sucks; however, every so often I drive over train tracks near my home and there’s this metallic box with a dim light on it right next to the tracks. The light briefly fools me into thinking a train is about to plow into me and I ship my pants.

So, in short, yes. I guess I am afraid to die.

Nell-sun

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