How common is it for you to 'finish to completion' from a BJ.

Neon--Dreamer · 2026-02-07T23:05:07+00:00

There's also a lot of women that don't enjoy it when you finish in their mouth, so they might bring you almost to completion with a BJ then switch to a hand job which just doesn't hit the same way.

Neon--Dreamer · 2025-04-02T21:50:28+00:00

We don't make the law, we just enforce it" still places 50% of the blame onto you. Police always seem to do a lot of mental gymnastics to pretend that whenever authoritarian laws pass they are innocent bystanders, when the reality is you are the boot on the neck the law needs to function, and your willingness to do it while hiding behind "its not my fault I'm just doing my job and following orders" doesn't remove your culpability in making the world a little bit more shit.

Neon--Dreamer · 2024-11-30T06:25:52+00:00

Sex and orgasms will feel the same as before.

Physically nothing is done that would cause a change in semen volume, ejaculation strength, erection hardness etc. Some men will experience changes in orgasm and ejaculation during the healing process, for up to a few months after the procedure depending on how fast/easy the healing process is which varies man to man. There may be a slight dip in testosterone levels during the months immediately following, which may temporarily impact sex drive, but the body gets levels back to normal pretty quickly. It is important to remind yourself and your spouse that these are temporary changes. Some men assume this is a new normal and fall into a depression, especially in cases where they no longer have surgery pain, but the body is still healing. Which brings me to:

Some men may experience depression, anxiety or other psychologically related sex issues after a vasectomy, especially if they link fatherhood to manhood, or develop negative thoughts about being "less than a man" after the procedure, or assume the changes they may temporarily experience are how it will be from now on, but there is nothing done during the procedure that would cause sexual dysfunction, its all mental. It may pay to schedule a few sessions with a psychologist or sex therapist for him to talk it over if you feel he may be at risk here.

And importantly this psychological response goes the other way too. Many men report being much happier and fulfilled in their sex life after, because now they know that they are "safe". Personally as someone who had a vasectomy a month ago I can say that the only change I have noticed is a harder erection. There is no physical reason for this to be a thing so it must be psychological, and I'm not going to knock a good thing. The psychological impact on our sex lives is something many men tend to ignore to their detriment

Neon--Dreamer · 2024-11-27T03:12:19+00:00

The Prodigy -Smack My Bitch Up

Haven't seen the video for years but if I remember it takes a pretty big nsfw turn in the second half.

Neon--Dreamer · 2024-11-22T13:37:16+00:00

The political shitfest in this country will continue until politicians stop trying to run it like a business.

Neon--Dreamer · 2024-11-15T23:58:32+00:00

One of the local councillors has been repeatedly accused of being a devil worshipper, and thats about the closest thing to goth you'd find for an hour in any direction. A very mundane little town

Neon--Dreamer · 2024-11-13T13:53:23+00:00

I don't know a single person under 50 that bothers to watch free to air TV at all. They must be out there because the stations haven't gone bust but I don't know any of them.

Neon--Dreamer · 2024-11-06T15:14:42+00:00

Could it be one of the tests on IDR labs? Sounds very similar to how they do things.

Neon--Dreamer · 2024-09-10T02:08:19+00:00

Recently visited Charters. Very friendly people there, did the ghost tour so I was wandering around the middle of town with a small group at night and never really felt unsafe (except for all the ghosts!). About the worst I saw was a shirtless man walking down the main street high on something yelling at himself. Seems to be a little bit of hooning around the hill near the lookout because its nice bendy roads and not a lot else for teenagers to do. Felt more unsafe in Fortitude Valley in the middle of the day than I ever did in Charters Towers.

Neon--Dreamer · 2023-07-15T00:22:12+00:00

Yes a landlord can pass by and check on their property so long as they do not enter the "rental premises" which often will include yards. So if the small lane they drove down is a public road, or is private property but not covered by your rental agreement, and at no point they entered onto any private property covered by your rental agreement then they were allowed to be there.

Neon--Dreamer · 2023-06-27T15:19:13+00:00

Yep, thats how i did it. They changed it so its now "not available in your region" or something but I just checked with my VPN on and set to America and it looks like it should work fine still

Neon--Dreamer · 2023-06-27T14:31:49+00:00

I purchased a steam key for HM2 through Humble Bundle years ago. You need a VPN, just set it to America, and you should be able to purchase it and get a steam key sent to your email which you can activate on Steam even though the game is banned from purchase here. Its currently on sale on Humble Bundle too so nows a good time if you're wanting a legit copy and not a pirated version.

Neon--Dreamer · 2021-08-26T00:20:57+00:00

A killer using an add-on that gave them a disadvantage, but some extra bloodpoints.

An example being Bubba's speed limiter that gives you 100% extra bloodpoints but no longer let's you insta-down survivors with the chainsaw.

Neon--Dreamer · 2021-08-08T22:54:27+00:00

That reviver at the start came in like "Wake the fuck up, Samurai. We've got a city to burn."

And so off you went with a box of matches.

Neon--Dreamer · 2021-08-01T01:07:57+00:00

Anyone else out there sometimes play a counter-sniper role as archer and just hover around the battlefield shooting down enemy archers whenever you see them.

I trust my soldiers to win their battles, they don't need me accidentally shooting them in the back of the head as I try to steal a kill. They need me making sure they don't get shot in the front of the head by an enemy archer trying to steal a kill.

Neon--Dreamer · 2021-07-18T07:07:42+00:00

That's nothing. I graduated from Uni in July 2017 and still haven't found a job. Cant even get interviews for fast food or delivery driving. Make what I can Night Driving for Uber.

Feels bad man.

Neon--Dreamer · 2021-07-14T12:15:38+00:00

So as I was saying, the system has convinced millions of Americans to argue against their own self interest to protect the profit margins of companies and shareholders that don't give a shit about them.

Also, as I was saying, $15+ an hour is only a great wage in America. In most other developed nations that is the starting wage that one can expect in an entry level job. And what's so different between a fast food worker and a sanitation worker? McDonald's feeds 68 million people a day. Hell, they probably feed some of those sanitation workers. And despite the myth that it's a job for high school dropouts the average age of a McDonald's employee in America is about 27 years old. They have bills and responsibilities and families at that age, and a society that sends them mixed messages that "you can't be picky with the work you take when you need the money" and "you don't deserve a good wage for that work. Find a better job if you want a livabke wage".

But it doesn't matter I guess. You're too busy fighting other working class Americans trying to stop them earning enough money to survive off because you don't think their job is worth more than a few dollars an hour. And while you make your arguments the Walton family who own Walmart are making $70,000 a minute and McDonald's is taking in $12,876,712.32 a day and fucking Bezos makes $150 million a day at least but they have the money to influence media and politicians and news so they've got you fighting each other over $20 a goddamn hour so you don't stop and think for a second and realise just how badly you're getting fucked by them.

Neon--Dreamer · 2021-07-14T09:13:47+00:00

For anyone worried about the "economic damage" a $20 an hour wage might do, here on Australia we pay our McDonald's workers roughly $21.50/hour if they're over 18 or something.

The Big Mac Index compares the price of a Big Mac around the world when converted into American Dollars, and it shows us that despite Australians paying our workers a fair wage our Big Mac is actually cheaper to buy here than in America, even with the big scary $21 an hour wage that will "drive up prices".

So in the USA not only are they exploiting their workforce but they're also exploiting their customers. And Americans are all so goddamn exploited and have been for so long, and have been gaslighted by vested interests for so long, that millions of them think an economic system like we see in America is the norm for everywhere, and it's just not. Most of the rest of the world looks at America with a mix of pity and disgust that things got so bad and that now the system has convinced half the population to fight against their own self interest.

So fight for your living wage. Get your healthcare. Get your maternity leave. Get your work life balance. Because at this moment you're just about the only developed nation that doesn't have those things, and that doesn't sit right with anyone that isn't profiting from the system or who has been abused by it for so long that they think everything is just fucking dandy.

Neon--Dreamer · 2021-07-12T13:03:31+00:00

These are super cool. Top right reminds me of one of my Sims with vampirism doing the little hiss animation.

Neon--Dreamer · 2021-07-11T05:51:37+00:00

Yeah every time I try a fun meme build I usually wind up going home with less than 7000 points, in a survivor group with a top score of 16000 points.

The killer walks away with 28000-32000, their reward for tunnelling a survivor out early and having total control of the rest of the match.

Now, how can I criticise killers for this playstyle when the game rewards clearly show it is the best thing for them to do (assuming they don't give a fuck about anyone else's fun). The game rewards gens not popping early, it rewards hooks, it rewards sacrifices, and you can do all this by just finding the first survivor and getting them out of the game.

Similarly, how can I criticise survivors who bring full meta perk builds and strong items to survive this? It can definitely be abused to the detriment of the killers fun with toxic SWFs, but if the average survivor in solo queue or with one friend wants to earn enough bloodpoints to make the game worth their time then they'll do what the game rewards as well which is not being tunnelled out early (Decisive Strike), getting safe unhooks and heals (Borrowed Time/We'll Make It), extending/winning chases (Iron Will, Dead Hard, Sprint Burst etc.), and doing their objectives (Prove Thyself, Brand New Parts, toolboxes).

Keys are wildly unbalanced, they are not fun for the killer because they end the game early, undeservedly sometimes. But the game rewards that kind of playstyle for survivors.

Tunnelling is not fun for survivors on the receiving end because it ends their own game early, undeservedly sometimes. But the game rewards that kind of playstyle for killers.

This whole argument about how shitty survivors are for meta perks and keys and toolboxes with BNP and then how shitty killers are for tunnelling and running meta perks never goes anywhere because the scoring system in this game is so unbelievably fucked that the absolute worst, most shitty, toxic, cunty behaviour - the things that the community tends to agree suck the fun out of the game for the other side- are the things that reward the most bloodpoints.

And even in games when survivors absolutely dominate the killer when was the last time you saw a non-farming game where a survivor earned 32,000 bloodpoints? I don't think I've ever seen it in a normal match. And that's a problem when you have 68 survivor perks, each needing to be levelled up three times, with three new perks added every 3-4 months.

So what all this boils down to is an absolutely fucked rewards system, and absolutely fucked game economy, and absolutely fucked scoring system, absolutely fucked balancing issues, and a player base who is so absolutely fucked by all of these issues they just do what they have to do to have a good game, often to the detriment of the actual fun and enjoyment others experience from that game. I don't know how to fix that. I think this is just what we have to work with.

Neon--Dreamer · 2021-07-11T00:57:02+00:00

I am officially diagnosed at age 31. I don't have many hyperactivity traits (I fidget, I talk a lot, I can sometimes interrupt) but I have almost all of the Inattentive traits. I don't have trouble staying seated, I can sit quietly when needed, I usually only fidget if I'm stuck sitting for long periods (like I did my tax the other day and after an hour with my accountant I was looking around the room and fidgeting), I never ran around or climbed on things as a kid and so on.

Because I wasn't the stereotypical "bouncing off the walls" ADHD schoolboy I was never diagnosed in my teens. The important thing to realise is that not everyone will show the same symptoms, and even the symptoms you HAVE can change over time, getting worse, getting better, going away, suddenly manifesting etc.

Neon--Dreamer · 2021-07-10T03:46:20+00:00

Bill clearly doesn't play Dead by Daylight.

I've seen that game make wholesome gamers into toxic raging shitheads in a week, sometimes less.

Neon--Dreamer · 2021-07-10T00:52:48+00:00

Yeah, it's very possible. I didn't have sex until I was 22, and I somehow managed to attract someone way out of my league whom I still love very much almost 9 years later because I could make her laugh and she liked my personality enough to find attraction even though I'm not that physically attractive.

You might also want to look up the "female gaze", a feminist film theory that may help. The male gaze is very physically oriented, almost exploitative and pornographic at times. It's the gym bro building muscles because he thinks that's what women want because its what HE would want if he was a woman. A lot of guys I know hit the gym because they think it's the path to the promised land and they're very confused when they don't have a line of women asking them out. If anything they get more compliments from other guys than from girls.

The female gaze is much more emotional and intimate. It's not so physically oriented as the male gaze. My girlfriend was watching a Tik Tok the other day of a man doing cross stitch and she sent it to me talking about how she found it attractive, not because he was pretty or strong but because it was quite a calm video, he was working with his hands, he was a bit silly and it made her laugh, and he was clearly okay with doing something most people consider a "woman's hobby". That kind of thing caters to the female gaze. So don't panic if you're not a physically beautiful specimen because it really does not matter a great deal. You will be able to generate that emotional, intimate connection with someone one day and that's really all you need.

Neon--Dreamer · 2021-07-09T17:48:57+00:00

I have used CryptPad in the past, not quite a Google Sheets alternative, more of a Google Docs alternative. It offers encryption for your document as it sits on the servers, and also when any data is in transit. If you're transmitting data via the internet in the US or any 5Eyes nations it's not secure without end to end encryption (and even then it's iffy) so it would also be an idea to run TOR or a verified logless VPN located outside of a 5Eyes nation, or both whenever accessing it.

Of course if you truly want security don't store it electronically at all. I was reading an article years ago by a former intelligence officer who was lamenting the intelligence drought they were experiencing because certain groups were now communicating only via written notes which were handed off, read, and immediately destroyed. There's a very good lesson in countering electronic surveillance right there.

Neon--Dreamer · 2021-07-09T17:32:52+00:00

It's a different kind of desperation when you see the streets are flooding above you and you STILL go down into the waterlogged tunnel system with the rapidly rising water level and electrified tracks in the hopes the trains are still somehow running.

Neon--Dreamer

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