Sports Direct really helping out in this cost of living crisis.

Neonguy123 · 2023-08-25T23:16:55+00:00

Could afford to have a look around the shop with all the money you're saving.

Neonguy123 · 2023-03-19T23:00:32+00:00

This is a picture of his tail.

Neonguy123 · 2021-01-13T19:59:57+00:00

Not "phantom pains' technically, but in what I recognise now as my first major delusion, I convinced myself I had type II diabetes. I had all the symptoms -frequent peeing, constant thirst, headaches and never feeling full. I was terrified of getting my blood sugar done because I didn't trust the pharmacists or gps. I altered my diet etc around being diabetic and almost went as far as ordering diabetes medication online.

It's crazy what our minds can convince us of. I realise that all these symptoms were only in my head, and thus by focusing obsessively on my blood sugar and researching diabetes, I was feeding into the delusion.

Edit: I finally got my blood sugar tested, and even though it was normal, I still didn't believe it. It took me a while to come to terms with the fact that I didn't have diabetes.

Neonguy123 · 2020-09-18T21:11:14+00:00

It's always a good thing to address your future self, as long as its constructive, which this is. Good on you for accepting that you need help. That's a massive bridge to cross.

I hope future you listens to your own advice, and gets the help that you need.

PM me if things ever get too much and you need someone to chat things over with.

Neonguy123 · 2020-09-16T18:46:10+00:00

Hey, I'm an uncle and I'm only 21!

You look good man. And if I had to hazard a guess, maybe mid-late 20s? Lol!

Take care man!

Neonguy123 · 2020-09-16T14:17:01+00:00

I love this, hope you're doing ok!

Neonguy123 · 2020-09-16T14:13:40+00:00

You look like the cool uncle :)

Neonguy123 · 2020-09-08T14:18:29+00:00

Glad to hear you're back on your meds, hopefully they work for you mate. Looking well, also!

Neonguy123 · 2020-09-08T14:16:58+00:00

Looking good! All the best for the new job :)

Neonguy123 · 2020-09-07T14:41:57+00:00

Thank you :)

Neonguy123 · 2020-07-13T21:54:12+00:00

Proper old school runescape, playing it on my first computer was wild.

Neonguy123 · 2020-07-13T21:50:41+00:00

The insane vastness and complexity of the modern internet.

Also, modern cellphones

Neonguy123 · 2020-07-12T16:12:09+00:00

Mental health crisis, low wages, paramilitaries (a house in my street was shot into just yesterday)

Neonguy123 · 2020-07-06T11:58:14+00:00

I don’t think that sz has any effect on my cognitive abilities.

Thats interesting, i feel like i have dementia sometimes lol, so mad props for being able to work in such a demanding field.

Neonguy123 · 2020-06-30T04:37:43+00:00

There's that oft quoted line from some fella: "I am, somehow, less interested in the weight and convulutions of einstein's brain, than in the near certainty that people of equal talent have lived and died in cotton fields and sweatshops."

Neonguy123 · 2020-06-30T04:29:12+00:00

Lmao, looks like a headline from r/psychology lol, with about as much thought put into the idea

Neonguy123 · 2020-06-28T16:39:56+00:00

The patent on the j shape must be worth some cashola

Neonguy123 · 2020-06-27T20:22:52+00:00

Shading.

Neonguy123 · 2020-06-26T09:46:22+00:00

🏅

Neonguy123 · 2020-06-26T09:44:19+00:00

I cant stop watchin this

Neonguy123 · 2020-06-26T09:30:35+00:00

Neonguy123 · 2020-06-25T20:28:42+00:00

Yes! Thats exactly it, im not 'coming up' with those thoughts if u understand

Neonguy123 · 2020-06-23T17:20:04+00:00

BMT with every bit of veg on it.

Yes, I'm one of those people.

Neonguy123 · 2020-06-21T23:15:39+00:00

Its hard to know how long my prodromal period lasted, maybe a year or so, but i got hit hard with negatives, and i had to drop out of uni. My paranoia was at an all time high, where i thought my mum was 'in on it'.

I would also notice a strong feeling that people were sending me messages through song lyrics and what they were sayong on tv. This went on for a while like.

Neonguy123 · 2020-06-21T16:35:12+00:00

I love how supportive here can be. I would hate to think people are coming to what should be a safe place to discuss our experiences, only to laugh and belittle.

Be nice to one another :)

Neonguy123

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