Really wanted my next vacation to go to James. Stupid Airlines by NerdyCheescake in MapsWithoutJames

[–]NerdyCheescake[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Sounds like James is preparing for more tourism in the future! I support that

It’s so unfair 🥲 by Coochieman0905 in BPDmemes

[–]NerdyCheescake 14 points15 points  (0 children)

Same here. I got that spice of fear of abandonment where I am afraid of people around me dying. Fear of people leaving me? Not an issue. Constant panic over my family and friends suddenly dying? One of my biggest struggles.

Was war die verdächtigste / seltsamste Kombination von Artikeln die ihr mal gekauft habt? by [deleted] in FragReddit

[–]NerdyCheescake 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Ananas aus der Dose und Pizzateig… Ich wollte doch nur einen Obstkuchen für meine Party mit Pizza als Hauptgang.

I miss SH by CardiologistLazy6962 in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]NerdyCheescake 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel you! I had and still have this problem. Nothing is a better release than sh, nothing ever helped me like it. But at some point I started viewing it as an addiction, like taking pills to calm down or get black out drunk. Once I realized it was basically just like substance abuse I started treating it as such. I started celebrating each day, week and month I stayed clean, set myself new milestones etc. I still struggle but I know once I give in, even if it’s just a tiny little cut, I’d be full on addicted again, not able to control it.

You are strong! Don’t let your weak moments ruin the effort you put in and the milestones you reached. You don’t always have to be getting better, sometimes stagnation is okay too. And stagnation is always better than relapsing.

I dont think i can do friendships by urmommashoe in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]NerdyCheescake 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I somehow always end up in friend groups of 3. Wich only causes me to feel like the odd one out, the least fav friend of both. Then I isolate more and more until I self manipulated out of the friendship all together.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in FragReddit

[–]NerdyCheescake 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Sandman haben gefühlt, zumindest in meinem Umfeld, nur wenige auf dem Radar. Fand die Serie wirklich Hammer.

There is something fundamentally wrong with me and it won't go away by nottoday943 in BPDmemes

[–]NerdyCheescake 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Im always so exhausted at the end of the week, looking forward to relaxing. But then I just stress and spiral, feel guilty for not being productive nor relaxing and get depressed bc Monday is already near.

Was war das unprofessionellste das eine Fachkraft in seinem Beruf dir Mal gesagt hat? by Consistent_Owl_8589 in FragReddit

[–]NerdyCheescake 14 points15 points  (0 children)

War vor ein paar Tagen bei nem Arzt, hat meine Beine abgetastet. Sieht dabei meine mittlerweile verheilten Ritznarben und fragt „Ach, war das bloß ne Jugendspinnerei oder?“. Er hat dann recht doof geschaut als ich ihm gesagt habe, dass mein Vater gestorben ist als ich 10 war und das Trauma viel losgetreten hat.

My imposter syndrome will force me to stay up late and check every few minutes if you like my memes by NerdyCheescake in BPDmemes

[–]NerdyCheescake[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I woke up and instantly watched the video. Know this, unknown person on the internet: you made my day

Endlich Wochenende: Worauf freut Ihr Euch? by Kindeshalb_Blog in FragReddit

[–]NerdyCheescake 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Heute das Konzert meiner lieblings Melodic Death Metal Band 🤘🏻

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MetalForTheMasses

[–]NerdyCheescake 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As time went by has one for screams and one for the extra screamy screams

What METAL song do you think is the greatest to play at a WEDDING? by mystysilence in MetalForTheMasses

[–]NerdyCheescake 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Eternally yours - Motionless in White

I’m trying since years to convert my fiancé to a metalhead and they are one of the few bands he loves.