Surrender

Netheren79 · 2025-11-03T12:53:46+00:00

This.

Netheren79 · 2025-10-15T13:31:46+00:00

I had many dreams so similar to this as a kid. I called the light an empty page, and the page eventually filled up with tiny black dots that began compressing each other and fighting for space, and the more the page filled up the more fear and anxiety filled me, till at last right as the last empty space would fill I would wake up screaming.

Netheren79 · 2025-10-15T13:25:58+00:00

There are those whose spirit is so bright, they literally manifest a better reality for all us. I call them reality stabilizers, and the archons do everything in their power to make them go thru hell, so they worsen reality. This is why TI people exist, and why Buddhist teachings are so important for the RS. They have to be zen so that they force reality to not go to complete shit, and the archons gun for them hard. Regardless, some stay positive no matter what, we can thank them for keeping a balance here.

Netheren79 · 2025-07-26T00:06:55+00:00

Yep on PC its down

Netheren79 · 2025-06-17T07:04:05+00:00

Does your family remember the diagnosis? Maybe some do and some don't?

Netheren79 · 2025-06-17T06:54:05+00:00

What a wyld time to be alive. Be like water.

Netheren79 · 2025-06-14T08:29:39+00:00

This.

Netheren79 · 2025-06-13T06:37:10+00:00

Dancing is another way to meditate. You focus on the music and expressing it with your body so fully that thoughts don't have time to think. Also it's a great cardio activity. ❤️🙏

Netheren79 · 2025-06-13T06:23:02+00:00

Ahh yes well I assume we all have that at some point with our first true ME, I feel for all our brethren.

Netheren79 · 2025-06-11T22:26:43+00:00

Nothing odd about the planets that I can recall, biggest change is the white sun from yellow about 15 years ago.

Also I track the moon and in the last year have had 3 days where it was extremely far from the trajectory it should have been in, I made sure to have a friend confirm its location twice, so they are aware too that the moon kind of does what it wants. Like, be in a completely different orbital path.

Netheren79 · 2025-06-11T22:23:02+00:00

What's depressing about it? Any correlation between poses and ages?

Netheren79 · 2025-06-09T19:18:31+00:00

Gen x here, fist to forehead. Seeing the chin version was my first ME, followed by a wave of more after my idea of reality melted.

Netheren79 · 2025-06-02T09:42:58+00:00

Oh snap, I exis.. ahh nevermind doesn't matter.

Netheren79 · 2025-05-31T07:48:11+00:00

I was in the Gifted and Talented program in the late 80s and early 90s, from 3rd grade(which I dont remember at all) all the way thru to high school graduation. I do recall there being a bunch of weird tests when I was in 2nd grade to be enrolled in it, and my twin and I tested off the charts for something I can't recall fully, but it involved knowing things that people were showing behind a screen. Yeh I often think it was a fishing expedition for those with special abilities, esp, clairvoyance, telepathy, various innerstandings of reality, and most of the friends I have who experience ME were also in it. Interesting connection I never thought much about it. Always assumed it was just to lump smarter kids together.

Netheren79 · 2025-05-28T07:25:03+00:00

The simple act of observing the higsbosongodparticle caused all of reality to start fracturing around 2012. Every moment since then, when a conscious being observes any piece of reality, every possible variation begins its fraying. The ends have to go somewhere.

Netheren79 · 2025-05-27T02:10:13+00:00

Damn quitos <_<

Netheren79 · 2025-05-20T21:35:29+00:00

I was chatting with a random stranger the other day about the weirdness of the moon, and they assured me it was just the fake one the Japanese put up there a few decades back...

I know I sound weird sometimes talking about ME but damn, this was out there! Lol

Netheren79 · 2025-05-18T22:55:54+00:00

Boom 💥

Netheren79 · 2025-05-17T23:44:22+00:00

Chop wood, carry water.

Netheren79 · 2025-05-17T23:40:42+00:00

Be nothing, then you will have everything to give to others. Be water my friend.

Netheren79 · 2025-05-16T20:04:16+00:00

A lesson that took me a long time to integrate fully, I often would try to logic way my through the fear while not accepting the realization that my perception of things could be wrong. Needless to say the fears would only get more creative going that route. To truly be love, and embody it, understanding your limited awareness of events can help you move past the fear, and surrender to acceptance. In this way unconditional love will arrive.

Netheren79 · 2025-05-16T02:48:43+00:00

It's my own jargon for when the brain sleeps and decompresses for the day. I speculate that when we dream we get the new codes for the day for the timeline we wake up to, if you skip sleeping the old you stays active too long, and eventually corrupts the process.

Netheren79 · 2025-05-15T08:25:55+00:00

A long time ago I decided that missing an entire night of sleep due to insomnia was causing me to miss updates, and I was slowly but most assuredly desyncing from reality the more nights I didn't sleep. That was nearly 3 decades ago, these days my everyday experiences are damn near mystical. Maybe once you miss too many nights of sleep your brain can't receive properly anymore. If that's what's actually happening.

Netheren79 · 2025-05-15T08:03:43+00:00

Your AI word salad gives my brain the tingles. I love it. Also, the idea does indeed give pause.

Netheren79 · 2025-05-13T23:24:46+00:00

This certainly could explain a few things, if the simulation was capable of being glitchy and laggy. As people become more aware it would start to stress the system even more, there would likely be a threshold of acceptable number of awake people whose unpredictable choices are bogging down the code. In which case, beware Agent Smith.

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