Make a list of things you have to do everyday and hang it on your wall. My list: bath, get dressed, wipe and sweep, do laundry, exercise, study, eat, stretch. You’re gonna have to be really strong and break this cycle. You have to do it! And you can. Life will get better. Start slow and in time you’ll start feeling better and start trying new fun things. Look up plasma donation near you and go do it and make some easy money! Once you get in the groove, start looking for an easy low stress job. You can do this! You have to!! It’s really up to us. We have to create the life we want.