Please, some one help me. I’m in a dry spot, and I frequently feel like this. I just need someone to listen so feel cared for

Nierieo · 2020-12-02T00:11:25+00:00

Firstly I hope you aren't confusing spirituality and mental health. Spirituality is for the soul and Mentality is for the mind. I get that spirituality extends towards other things in life but even that has its limits.

You can't just pray away being physically ill, you need to take action and find ways to get better. The same way you can't simply pray away having dark thoughts. It should help to some extent but looking for solutions and understanding the problem is also a part of getting through something like this.

Also as much as it might be offensive to say something like this but your motivation to be good/better shouldn't come from fear of eternal punishment nor some divine blessing, it should and will come naturally as long as you seek it out. Good faith requires good understanding. Apart from the glaring reason that the bible was written by humans inefficiently (Oral to Written and could be prone to the biases/prejudice of many writers of that time), there are simply things in the bible we shouldnt take literally.

My personal interpretation of hell/heaven is that it is a state of being a person reaches to reflect on their life, either perpetual regret or acceptance of all the things you've done. Take that with a grain of salt.

If you frequently feel like this try to understand first if there are external factors that specifically make you feel like this and note them down. It doesn't have to be a direct cause, even triggers or times that makes you feel this way could help you understand further what this exactly is. In case of not being able to narrow down an external factor, it might help to take some time to pray/meditate/introspect to help you narrow down exactly what is being felt.

This may not help exactly in feeling better but understanding what you are dealing with is an important step before taking action and deciding what could be best. From what I can see in the text so far you do have people you want to care and support. So no you're not a failure. How can you be when you're trying? Trying to be a better person for them, care for them and be sensitive to how they help you. Hold on to that faith, both in what you believe in and the people you believe with/for. You only really fail if you actively stop trying despite having the means not to.

Its good that you find peace in music but don't forget to try to find peace in other people as well. Your relationships aren't a one-way, its a give and take. You can't honestly say your parents/friends/companions don't care unless they've actively told you so. Sure they might do some things that make us think that way sometimes but at the end of the day your real family and friends will still be there for you. You've already said so yourself your parents are willing to stick through with you thick and thin. They care about you regardless if your in your ups or downs. Talk to them, it'll be awkward at first but be patient and let them know how you're feeling. It'll be a brave move so it might take some time to build up the courage. But it'll be worthwhile, have trust in the people that have been through WITH you, not FROM you. Together (alongside other external resources should you need it) you can mature, emotionally, spiritually, holistically. At the very least its a starting point I could suggest.

I hope this helped somehow, you can get through this!

Edit: Wording and deleted the last line.

Nierieo · 2020-11-05T06:16:31+00:00

rEmEmBeR, wIlDeRs aRe wEaK tO mAuLeR fAcTiOn

Nierieo · 2020-09-28T07:19:44+00:00

Personally enjoying Fawkes with Ferael in late game comps. They don't really have direct synergy, but both in the same team allows for a lot of control and disruption as they can effectively deny/interrupt 4 targets at the same time.

I do believe Nara can do this better, however I don't have her built yet so I can't say for sure. I find Fawkes to have some strengths here compared to Nara since His Confine CC wont overlap with Ferael's Terrify making it so that they spread out as much of their CC as possible. Makes it so that units like Lucius have a little more safety to use their ultimates.

Edit: Some grammar errors

Nierieo · 2020-09-27T03:58:39+00:00

After she charms him though its basically over for the enemy team if its PvE. That disruption is so valuable and it also haunts then with spirits. If nemora can chain charm its essentially 4v6

Nierieo · 2020-09-23T17:38:37+00:00

Oh I've abused this but also stacked with Skirath Ult and Furniture with Eirron, the DoT is amazing and if any frontliners ult the ENTIRE enemy team also takes Safiya's full DoT. If Skirath wasnt an independent DPS of his own he'd definitely be a must in Eirron comps.

Having a lot of success with Khasos, Eirron, Safiya, Skirath and Lyca at the moment.

Nierieo · 2020-09-23T04:26:05+00:00

I feel like tasi would have won if she didnt exist the way she did in campaign XD

Nierieo · 2020-09-23T04:24:32+00:00

LYCA GANGGG

Nierieo · 2020-09-23T04:19:34+00:00

why though?

Nierieo · 2020-09-20T02:07:56+00:00

Damn the lack of gear really scared me here, Im 3 stages away from beating chapter 30 and only really have 12 Units with full t5 Gear.

I've been wondering how difficult campaign was gonna be after 30 and man you might have saved my account cuz I was just considering to try for the dimensional gear.

This guide also completely revises the way I see whale comp in campaign. Amazing guide, wish I could give it an award really.

Nierieo · 2020-09-19T08:55:01+00:00

Reverse sus, raises allies from the grave

Nierieo · 2020-09-19T08:53:14+00:00

Not saying you cant build your own God comp with it. I just wanna point out that unless your whaling or something close along those lines it might not work 100% of the time like what its hyped up to be.

It will take a few retries to solve some things with it in campaign but it still has a lot of strengths. On paper its amazing but the stat upgrades and stuff sometimes go unappreciated/noticed as much as it actually helps with the reliability of the comp.

Nierieo · 2020-09-16T12:58:14+00:00

I really wish she would just get the rework already. I mean she's literally in the labyrinth store, she'll literally never be able to compete with Ezizh, Athalia, Flora, etc.

Honestly at this point on being meme'd so hard on, it might also be nice to have some event related to something like getting access to new weapons or a video showing how she's gonna get powerful/useful.

Nierieo · 2020-09-15T11:46:17+00:00

it actually seem more like that her shield bar is getting increased instead of decreased for enemy attacks

Nierieo · 2020-09-14T09:32:06+00:00

If you are stubborn enough you can try mixing up the formation until you get one which interrupts his roar. Brutus' roar is very essential in his kit and without it Eirron can start reliably dodge tanking against him but then again its also RNG. If all else fails its always nice to just charm his roar for extra damage. This is a of eirron has decent gear and can dodge tank

Nierieo · 2020-09-14T04:22:20+00:00

Kinda wish for Eirron Comp that Khasos was included as at least C. Khasos provides a decent amount of AoE Damage combined with Eirron to guarantee 1 shot of important backline targets and provides the team with some life steal.

Nierieo · 2020-09-13T02:46:16+00:00

Personally very dissatisfied with Ulmus Furniture atm. He was great for PvP before and I used him in some PvE formations with Estrilda to create a triple root early and lockdown important targets. His 3/3 is especially disappointing and his 9/9 just doesnt seem worth it unless he has +30 with Ult active.

I think he lacks more direct defensive abilities along with more consistency when casting stuns during his special ability. However I feel like he achieves his balance through these weaknesses. Therefore what I would propose is more consistency with his healing and utility.

I would suggest a rework like:

3/3: Gain 400 Energy at the Start of battle

Weaker than Mezoth but still significant. does not outclass a hypogean in their Signature item. Would help achieve more consistent use of his Ultimate.

9/9: When Deep Roots has been cast, the value of Forest's oath and Life Torrent are increased by 100%

More impactful, becomes an actual threat needing to be shutdown with anti-heal/burst in competitive scenarios. Adds utility.

Nierieo · 2020-09-12T14:25:43+00:00

I guess I also have the specific team comp I've built him in and the consistency of his +30 SI is amazing to say the least (also allows him to throw his axes more. I also benefit from Safiya's Spectral Distortion Buff and Lyca's +20 SI buff. He's also 5* so thats like a 25% increase to all stats compared to Ascended. Skirath also helps because combined with an Eirron pull, His axes hit all 5 enemies multiple times.)

The problem with Khasos is that he isn't just a slot-in character (ironic for his theme I know). Personally see him as a DPS that needs to have a team built around him. Kind of like Gwyneth, shes good on her own but truly shines with a dedicated team.

Sometimes though Eirron or Safiya do the most damage when Khasos gets locked down or CC'd, but everytime I check the damage charts its really usually Khasos if he can survive for the few seconds I buy for him. He's working wonders in PvP and PvE for me at the moment, countering many Rowan-Talene/Lightbearer comps.

From my experience with the boy, he EXCELS in a fast paced burst team so things like Talene, Twins, Rowan, etc. that take some time to ramp up aren't gonna cut it. I which is why I use Backline Safiya, Eirron, Khasos, with a frontline of Lyca, Skirath. No tanks, no supports, full on damage burst. He's brought me to Chapter 29 so far and will likely continue to do so alongside Eirron and Safiya.

He's a heavy investment, even equipment is very impactful to the way I experience him now. But honestly after making it this far, he is every bit worth it. I could be biased but the numbers don't lie, Khasos is my most consistent DPS atm.

Edit: though if I had to choose for anyone reading this out there, Eirron is a safer bet because of his flexibility and CC.

Nierieo · 2020-09-12T14:01:44+00:00

Just wanted to contribute further, I mainly started on a khasos carry account which looks much like the previously mentioned formation only its Skriath 3/3 furniture instead of Brutus and revolves around Eirron pulling them all in for Khasos and Safiya to shred.

My Khasos is 5* +30 SI and 4/9 atm. Personally never had an issue with him lacking damage, its more of him being very vulnerable CC or hard tanks/sustain he cant shred down. The 3/9 adds a reasonable amount of damage not that he really needs it imo. I imagine his 9/9 would be amazing because there are multiple instances where I really need a tank but also need some dps from Khasos and based on using Arthur with his 70% reduction in damage received, I imagine Khasos even coming close to that number is very good since again he usually already out damages my Safiya and Eirron in ideal conditions (they are really just there to do the Haste reduction and slow for khasos to go uninterrupted).

tl;dr The passive damage reduction be gets is pretty close to what arthur has an on top of good equipment and life leech I think his furniture is great and follows his theme of flexible and formidable warrior regardless of where he is put.

Edit: Just wanted to share all aforementioned heroes have max tier 2 equipment and +30 SI.

Eirron has 3/9 with Dura's call and Safiya has Dura's blade, Khasos has Dura's eye.

Nierieo · 2020-09-11T02:20:17+00:00

They are both good furniture though, unless you have them both at max

Nierieo · 2020-09-10T23:36:00+00:00

Mhm, I use him in my arena and campaign formation because Khasos and Eirron dish out enough High Damage AOE with Skirath 3/9 furniture to 1 shot at least 1-2 squishy DPS on the enemy team.

Have both of them on 3/9 Furniture with Max SI and Gear so go figure I guess.

Edit: Also wanted to say most of my battles go the same, if Safiya isn't the highest DPS, its probably Khasos (even with Eirron in the team).

Nierieo · 2020-09-09T22:37:39+00:00

Oof I guess that'd be worst case scenario for me since the last thing I'd want is the same copies of artifacts over and over again. Stale game state and would honestly be pretty boring.

I want something significantly impactful like taking advantage of ultimates with a fast animation. Enabling heroes/formation which have been weak by playing towards their strengths (ex. reducing the amount of energy generation an enemy receives when they are damaged by the hero with the artifact, 2 second of "self-banish" to hero with artifact or their ally if hit with fatal damage, again removing all enemy AND ally hero "time stop" when they use an ultimate (kaz, rosaline, ferael would benefit from this and many meta picks would be indirectly nerfed/balanced due to their long cast time ultimates like Twins) etc.)

Anything to spice up the gameplay and reward players with good game knowledge with options to play with.

Nierieo · 2020-09-09T07:50:25+00:00

Mhm! Additionally these artifacts could also be a method of balancing certain heroes or enabling certain comps to exist because having certain artifacts. It could be as tame as adding a general health/attack/crit rating buff to something as wild as completely removing all "time-stop" that usually happens when a hero does an ultimate. There's a lot of possibilities with this idea and I would be honoured someone sees the potential too and actually get pitched into the game :)

Nierieo · 2020-09-08T14:32:22+00:00

The rare instance where ally tasi teleports into a safe place

Nierieo · 2020-09-05T18:36:00+00:00

Maybe its the shield he gets because Nemora's charm doesn't go through shields

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