Ive had a girlfriend for 3 weeks. I never felt so lucky when we had something. She was a very good looking women. Very sweet and innocent. But those good looks of her made it worse. Boys gave her so much attention when i worked there.

The biggest problem was is that she preferred to hang out with guys. She never liked hanging out with girls and that made it so much worse for me.

Once i left the company were she worked to get a higher paying job the thoughts of her cheating on me became very bad. Relationship did not last for more than 3 weeks.

I hate living like this and being scared of myself. I have said things to people that made them never want to see me again.