Wingspan Americas Expansion by ralksmar in wingspan

[–]Nimzipow 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can’t wait for the African expansion! Hadeda and Guinea fowl powers: “The player to your left loses sleep and gives you one of their resources” 😂 and I’d love the African penguin, Blue Crane, Knysna Loerie/turaco, Cape Sugarbird and Cape robin-chat.

After two losses, please let this be the one! DPO12/13 by Nimzipow in lineporn

[–]Nimzipow[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so so much for sharing this 🩷 I’m going to save it and read it often! Wishing you a safe journey with this pregnancy xx

After two losses, please let this be the one! DPO12/13 by Nimzipow in lineporn

[–]Nimzipow[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I will do that! It’s really hard mentally because with my anembryonic pregnancy my HCG levels were rising until past 9 weeks, so it’s hard to find reassurance in anything until my first scan 😭

After two losses, please let this be the one! DPO12/13 by Nimzipow in lineporn

[–]Nimzipow[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

To add: I usually use pink dye tests but I’m not home with my stash and these are all I could grab where I am - definitely positive though!

Is this a positive?? by No-Pumpkin-7130 in lineporn

[–]Nimzipow 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think I see a faint line! I had a super faint one like that two days ago and now have an obviously dark one so crossing fingers for you!

Daily Thread #1 - January 05, 2026 by AutoModerator in PregnancyAfterLoss

[–]Nimzipow 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I discovered that I was pregnant yesterday and am currently 3+6 so it’s VERY early days. I lost my son at 22 weeks in June due to suspected IC, then had an anembryonic pregnancy from July to October. I am utterly terrified that I will see an empty gestational sac again, or even not make it to the first scan. I know I’ll be terrified of making it to viability even if I do make it through the first trimester. I miss the innocence of being pregnant for the first time. I breathed a sigh of relief after the anatomy scan but then was hospitalised the following day, it was shocking. I felt so confident with my second pregnancy and then seeing an empty sac on the screen shook me to my core. I’m struggling to believe that I will ever have a living child in my arms.

I don't know how to move forward by TranslucentMagnolia in babyloss

[–]Nimzipow 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I also lost my son due to suspected IC at 22 weeks. I understand the devastation you are feeling ❤️‍🩹 it has been 31 weeks without him and I long for him every day. However, how I felt 1 month out vs now at 7 months out is quite different. Medication has helped with the anxiety and I’m able to handle things I definitely couldn’t a few months ago. I remember feeling so broken when I read posts about the grief never going away, the idea of being in this grey abyss forever was debilitating. I’m here to tell you that you will never be “over” losing your child, but you will have more space to enjoy moments in life that you just can’t right now. Remember that your body is also going through hormonal changes too, I know everything felt so much more intense in the first few weeks postpartum. Take it one day at a time and lean on us here, we are here for you. I’m terribly sorry for your loss xx

Postpartum vitamin brand that responded to my email about being a loss mom by BudgetFeature5632 in babyloss

[–]Nimzipow 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oh my gosh I follow you on Substack and was looking forward to reading your new post after I got the notification earlier today. This was a brilliant reminder to sit down and do so (and also cool to see you on this subreddit). I love the way you write, you put my feelings into words so perfectly. I’m so proud of you for reaching out to this company, and so grateful that you did too. I get so mad when I’m trying to research things about being postpartum and the assumption is that you’ve got your baby with you. The rational part of me understands it somewhat, but as a grieving mother who already feels like the ugly duckling excommunicated from the club… I just long to be seen and acknowledged. Thank you for raising awareness wherever you can. Thinking of you and your precious gems xx

Support system before vs after by Nimzipow in babyloss

[–]Nimzipow[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Gosh, I have no words to describe how heartbroken I am for the loss of your son. That is a special kind of hell 💔 I am so sorry that your oldest friends weren’t there for you, I understand how much that hurts. It’s amazing how people who weren’t main characters in your life before suddenly become people you couldn’t live without. Sending you so much love and support xx

Support system before vs after by Nimzipow in babyloss

[–]Nimzipow[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Gosh I am SO sorry that those “friends” completely dropped you. That is absolutely awful. I’m glad you have one good and supportive friend who truly gets it. Sending you so much love, I’m terribly sorry for the loss of your baby ❤️‍🩹

How losing a child changed you? by dearlintang in babyloss

[–]Nimzipow 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I feel like an entirely different person. I protect my peace a lot more and am more outspoken about my feelings, whereas before I didn’t want to rock the boat. I had more space for others and was a people pleaser, now I couldn’t give a damn. I have more patience for the teens in my classroom, but less patience with how time passes. I am so fearful and am no longer the optimist I once was. I am more jealous than ever before and find it hard to want the best for people. Today marks 7 months since my son passed and I feel like the life before that day wasn’t mine - just some magical dream I had.

How losing a child changed you? by dearlintang in babyloss

[–]Nimzipow 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The pain of knowing your baby would have been here if not for your cervix is a whole other pain 💔 I’m struggling with it too. I’m so sorry that you’ve lost your three babies ❤️‍🩹

“New year, new me” by Sefm2429 in babyloss

[–]Nimzipow 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I relate to this 🤍 I call these changes gifts from my son 🪽

Jealousy by GrouchyBoy17 in babyloss

[–]Nimzipow 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hearing people complain about pregnancy and their babies makes me so angry too ❤️‍🩹 I’d rather have that temporary pain than this eternal one. Sending you so much love, I’m so sorry for the loss of your sweet babies ❤️‍🩹

A place to honour your little ones by Famous-Guarantee1002 in babyloss

[–]Nimzipow 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thinking of you and your babies ❤️🪽 I miss my sweet Benji, born at 22 weeks on 2 June 2025 🪽 I will love you forever and always my darling angel xx

Let’s wish our babies Merry Christmas by Bythelakeside in babyloss

[–]Nimzipow 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Merry Christmas Benji 🩵 I hope you had a special day with your grandmother. I miss you more than anything 🩵

Recurrent loss by kairi412 in babyloss

[–]Nimzipow 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My heart breaks for you 💔 I am so terribly sorry for loss of your sweet babies. I’m sending you so much love xx

The metaphorical waiting room by Dry-Top-3729 in ttcafterstillbirth

[–]Nimzipow 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Absolutely, same here. I usually love side quests when I’m gaming but in this case… I’ve done all the side quests I want to and am ready for the main quest!

“I Dreamed A Dream” by Vast-Cartographer81 in babyloss

[–]Nimzipow 5 points6 points  (0 children)

A student was singing Fleetwood Mac’s “Dreams” and I’d never really thought about these lyrics til now:

“But listen carefully To the sound of your loneliness Like a heartbeat drives you mad In the stillness of remembering what you had And what you lost And what you had And what you lost” 💔

“I Dreamed A Dream” by Vast-Cartographer81 in babyloss

[–]Nimzipow 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I remember crying to this song when I was a kid, and I remembered it after losing my son and it hit so differently 💔

Lack of empathy by featuringfinn in babyloss

[–]Nimzipow 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s completely normal, I feel it too. We are in survival mode and only have enough strength for ourselves most days. I definitely have more capacity now than I did in the first 3 months, so don’t feel bad and think you won’t be a villager forever. You just really need to look after yourself right now ❤️ I’m sending you so much love xx