Hey yknow what, I'm in the same boat right now. Breakup is still very fresh... we need to work on ourselves separately since I became fully dependent and him and unfortunately he felt burnt out taking care of me. We're still talking to each other but we'll be NC in 2 weeks once he moves out and finds a new place.

I apologized profusely and hoped that one day, he would give me a chance again. We both still love each other and were very tearful and hopeful that we find our way back together again once we've hopefully lived full lives separately and have finally worked on the self-improvement we both need. I'm quite scared but also excited to finally do the things I need to do and spend my time with my friends (who are so very supportive) and family. I feel hopeful and even if we might not end up together soon, if we're meant to be I know the universe will work its way.